To be loved by who

I'd like to begin, my name is Sage and I have two children Rose is 9 and Jaz is 3 and my husband's name is Roman. We live a pretty contempt life and have recently gotten into a game called Call of duty, where we both met a very good friend, his name is Will. We've been joking about coming to meet him and his family, but one day about a week ago we made plans and are finally going to meet them. We live in Florida and Will lives in Mississippi. We bought a travel trailer and are packing up to head out on our road trip to meet him. I'm so nervous as my husband doesn't know Will and I have been talking back and forth, a little bit of flirting but he has a wife and they have been having marital problems. I've been helping him on what he should do and talking him out of leaving her. The next day We're packed and ready to go. Roman types in his phone on the GPS to Wills house. Roman says wow a 11 hour drive least we're leaving at 2 am and will be there by the afternoon. We stopped a few times for gas and some quick food and back on the road the GPS said about an hour left. Roman called Will and said we had an hour left and he said "okay soon I'll head down to the end of our road the GPS isn't always right." and he hung up the phone. I was becoming nervous as we've only ever talked to him on the phone and never seen him in person and here we are staying at his house for a couple of weeks. An hour passed by quick and we turned down a dirt road and saw a red pickup truck waving at us like crazy, we stopped and Will got out. My heart fluttered and Roman got out and Will said damn man finally I get to put the faces behind the players and laughed, he walked over to the truck and said hi to me and to follow him down the road. In my mind all I could think of was wow he's handsome, 6 foot 2 inches, dirty blonde hair with a couple of tattoos on his arms. Roman pulled the truck and trailer into the spot and we all got out. Will shook Romans hand and gave me a hug. Jaz our youngest that always talks to Will on the game was instantly shy and we told her who he is and she instantly lightens up and calls him a poo poo head like she always does. Will laughs and says well come meet my family and we can get you guys settled in, I figured we could go out to dinner tonight and let you guys get any groceries you'd need. We go inside and meet his kids there a girl and boy 8 and 2. And his wife Steph, she pulls me into a hug and says finally a girl to hang out with. I laugh and say same here! The kids go play in there playroom and we hang out and talk for a few minutes of a few plans they have. Will says I know you guys don't know us besides the game but we have a adult double date one of the nights if you guys are up to it. Will says his parents are watching there children and said they'd be more than happy to watch our two if we felt comfortable and that there coming over tomorrow night for dinner that way we could meet them. As I know Roman he's so overprotective of our children and I say " I'm okay with it as long as Roman is okay." Roman says " let me meet them so I know I'll be comfortable Jaz and Rose are my babies and I don't trust too many people watching them." Will says " dude I completely understand, they watch our kids on a handful of times as we rarely go out." Will and Roman go get the travel trailer hooked up and set up so we can change and get ready to go out for dinner. Steph says to me " I'm so glad you guys could make it the kids have been begging us to have a play date." I say to her " yes same with our kids, so do you know where we're going out to dinner at and a good place to get groceries." She replies " dinner is a surprise but you guys and the kids will love it we've been just a couple of times here and it's a big place for kids and adults to just unwind and as groceries go yes if anything we can split up and the guys can take the kids home and I'll take your grocery shopping.