To be loved by who

Dinner Date

Steph goes and gets changed. I'm sitting in there living room and Will comes in and sinks at me and says " getting comfortable in my house I see." I say " yea why not and giggle." Will sits down next to me and whispers " Well I like that now go get ready for dinner."

Back story

Will hasn't only been texting me about his wife he's also showed interests in me and his whole reason of getting us to come out is to have us move here and he wants to try something with me and I've told him that I'm married and I very much love my husband. He's said Roman has been messaging his wife and he's seen there messages and has even sent me screenshots of them which caught me off guard my husband wants to swing. I'm a very open minded person but my husband hasn't said anything to me about this so I'm just waiting to hear from him. As much as I love my husband I also am having feelings for Will. I guess we'll see if Roman says anything about this swinging to me and we'll see how this goes.

I head to the camper with the kids and there yelling hurry mom we want to get back and play. I walk into the camper and Roman says " babe get the kids clothes laid out they can change i need to talk to you." I stiffen up and I say okay hurrying to get their clothes and tell them to change and to wait on the couch. I walk to Roman and he says " okay babe don't get mad but Will and I have been talking some about something he's into." I say " okay and what is that." Roman says " him and his wife are into swinging like switching partners for a night and I wanted to know if this is something you'd be open to." I say " I'm not sure how will this affect our marriage?" He says " it wouldn't change anything between us besides spicing up our marriage and fantasies and if your not on board then there won't be anything I promise you." Little does he know I know about his talking to Wills wife already. He says " I know you've been talking to Will that was something we already talked about and I want you to know I've been talking to his wife." I say " okay I'll be open to this as long as it doesn't affect our relationship or marriage." He grabs me and says I love you so much baby I promise nothing will change. All I can think about is am I not enough for him he'd want to change his partner to have s*x. But I put that thought in the back of my mind.

We get the truck unhooked and Will and his kids come out rushing over to ours saying we want to ride with them can we please. Will says " Roman let's switch two of the kids the oldest together and the youngest that way they can feel there with each other." His oldest says " please Mr Roman." Roman says " yes that's fine." Will also says " Sage ride with me and Steph will ride with Roman." Steph and I look at each other and Steph says " as long as Sage is okay witb that." I look at Roman and nod kind of a little heart broken at what is going on. I'm Wills truck we have the younger ones. Will opens my door and says " after you my lady." trying to ease the tension as he can feel. He turns on the iPads for the kids in his truck so we can talk some. We start driving and Will says " I'm assuming you guys have finally talked about what we're into." I say " yea I had no idea until now he even said he knows about us talking and he talks to your wife. " He says " I'm sorry we should of been more honest with each other." I say " I know I should of told him the first time you messaged me." He says " well if your not open to it all you have to do is say the words and none of this will happen." I say " in Romans eyes it seemed he wants to do this so I'm open to it, I just don't want it to ruin our marriage." He says " all you don't want to leave and be with me." I smack him gently and say " it's just we have two kids together and have been through a lot I'm just a little torn at what could happen. I do like you though and wink."