Against all odds

it's Funny how People take such things as ac for granted .after trudging against the Lowes parking lot that seemed like a dessert holding my sticky fussy two year old daughter her cheeks red with heat and tears sticking to her face due to the syrup of the smoothie I bought her I bought myself one too which ended up being left .almost there Angel baby it's hot today it's been hot all week so far A heat wave I hear the ladies buying flowers say They are very typical American women linen pants sleeveless blouses some with stripes others solid spring colors like light blue or white big summer hats or visors. Ladies like these frequent these stores chatting about lawns and flowers outdoor furniture and Summer homes .something I dream about one day I too will be worried about these things.Im brought back to realty by my screaming toddler my mission continues to get her out of the sun and Humidity I finally make it through the revolving Doors feeling the life giving breeze of the Ac thank you Jesus I say to myself.i instantly see carriages and realize how much easier carting around my over tired tot .ahh my arms are getting feeling back I go in to Lowes which is my savior right now to my mental health and physical health also .we decide to head towards the indoor patio sets I'm a shopper now and acting as if I own a modest home with a deck I need to get new furniture for slowly taking in all the details feeling the fabric for density searching diffrent color pallette. Part of this dream has to seem real I could never let the store associates know who I really am or my real circumstances.