REWRITE THE STARS

PROLOGUE (5 Years Ago There are scenes which is not suited for kids under 18 below. So read at your own risk) "Babe, babe, babe" I keep calling and running into him after he leave me behind in a restaurant. The rain is pouring and the the clouds were really dark. I guess the rain would never stop. We were walking in the street. After calling him several times. He faced me with his angry face. His jaw was clenching and his eyes are like burning. " Babe, listen to me! okay please" I plead while holding his arms so that he can face me. Our body were already wet from the rain. The raindrops are pouring in my face. "Listen, we were just friends. Justine and i were just friends. What you saw in the restaurant was him comforting me. Please believe me babe. " He just stare at me. We saw his car behind us. "Get in" I just look at him. Is he still angry at me. After getting in on his car he drove until we get into a hotel. I look at him with surprisingly look. "What are we doing here?" I ask him. He just look at me with his cold eyes. "We need to dry ourselves. I dont want to get sick. " he said then got out from his car. He didnt wait for me react. I just sighed on his actions. He is still angry. He booked a one room. We just need to take a bath and dry ourselves then go home. I am uncomfortable in this place with him. After we got into the room. " Take a bath first" he said and sat on the couch. "Okay" thats what the word came out from my mouth. I look at him again before entering the bathroom. Thirty minutes were the time i consumed in the bathroom. I just did a laundry with my dress because i need to wore it later. As i Got out from the bathroom. I look around to look for Richard but i was alarm that i didnt see him. I was about to run on the door when i hear him snoring in the couch. That made me sigh in a relief. I sat on front of him and look at his face sleeping. I an inlove with this man. Thats what my man said. I didnt my hand was already trailing on his face. I touch his eyebrow which i really find him attractive. He has dark brows. And pointed nose. Believe me or not he has this lips which you wont be able to resist. I trailed down my hands on his lips. I shake my head as i take my hand away from his face. I was about to turn my back on him when he held my hand and pulled to him closer. I gasp on air on his sudden gesture. I can feel my heartbeat racing. My face were just inch away from him. He just look at me on my eyes. Its like tantilizing me. I was about to turn my face in the left side when he grab my jaw and kissed me hungrily. I didnt move an inch. And that force him to bite my lips. "ouch" i reacted. And that was his way to enter his tongue on my mouth. He put my hands around his neck. And i feel like my lips has its own mind that it kissed back. I close my eyes to savor the kissed. I feel that he carry me with his hand on my legs. After that i feel the softness of the bed in my back without our kissing interupted. His kisses went into my face and into my jaw. I cant stop my self from feeling this weird feeling which i like, my body rather. His hands were trailing outside the robe which my body only had. After that he find the tie of the robe. He was about to untie it and I was about to stop him when he kissed me back. I feel that my body was already exposing. I feel his hands on my stomach trailing and making a circle on my belly that brings electricity on my veins. His hands were pressing into my breast. And his kisses were into my neck trailing down between my breast. (Ahhhh, ohhhh) that was the sound that came from my mouth. I dont have any idea why i am liking what he was doing. His mouth went into my breast and it brings tickle on the lower part of my body. His hand were trailing on my body whil his mouth were feasting on my breast. I feel that his hand were already between my thigh. It felt cold which is much better when he touch my hymen. He open the two face of my folds and rub his hands on my c**t. (Ohhhh) He keep pn rubbing and i dont where to face because of so much feeling i am feeling. Its like heaven. He widen my legs and i felt a bit pain when i notice that he enter his one finger on the my hole. He push it up and down. He keeps on doing it until i feel like i was about to pee. "Babe, stop i am about to pee" i said while stoping his hand. I heard him chuckle and lean on my ear. "c*m in my hands babe" He said and my face blush because of embarassment. He push it up and down faster than earlier and it was like i was about to c*m. My legs were tremling and i feel like i drained my energy after i let out what is about to c*m out. I saw his finger that has something sticky and it has color white. He put it on his mouth and lick every juices it has on his hands. My eyes widened on what he did. " Sweet" he said. He unbuckle his belt and jeans. And wear off his shirt. My mouth shaped in O when i saw his body naked. " Do you like what you see babe?" he said while grinning. After that i didnt notice that he was already on top of me. I was in dazed because of his body. I was awaken because he kiss me again and i kissed him back. His hands were trailing on my body and clench his hands were will his hands stop. I feel something poking on my belly. He stop the kiss and look at me like getting some permission. I just nod my head. As he got my response he widened my legs and position him self at the entrance of my woman hood. He was about to push when a sudden pain extract my body. It feels like something has been rip. He look at me with disbelief "Youre still a virgin? " he ask shockingly. I nodded my head and pull him closer to my body. A low sob came from my mouth. He was about to take off but i stop him. I feel my tears rolling down from my cheeks. I dont want him to see me like this. I guess ten minutes had passed when i noticed that pain had subside. And i feel like he was already moving but in circle. It brings tickle on my belly. As soon as he notice that i unwrapped my arms on his body. He push himself slowly. (Ahhhhh, ohhhh) Im liking it already. "Youre thight" he said. After a minute he pull out his c*ck and lay beside me. He put some blanket on my body and put his arms on my stomach. "Go to sleep now" he said. And that was the signal and i feel like my eyes were really about to close. I was tired and i was drained. I felt like the sunrays was facing my face. Im slowly opening my eyes and slowly coping up with the sunlight that is looking at me. I face beside my bed to look for richard when i didnt saw any trace of him beside me. I cover my body and check if he was in the bathroom. But to my surprise he wasnt there. "Where is he? " My mind ask. I wear the dress i laundry yesterday and saw that it was dry. I just found myself walking out the hotel and going home hopeless. I feel like i was empty. After i got home. I didnt saw anyone. I think they were all in there respective work. I go to my room and lay in my bed. I was looking at the ceiling and the memories we had yesterday night seeped into mind. I didnt notice that i feel asleep with tears falling from my eyes. Ringringringring I was awaken by the sound of my phone. And i saw that someone calling. I answered it without looking who was calling. "Hello" i answered with groggy voice. "Abby? this is justine" he answered "oh justine. What is it? " i ask. " Are you going to attend the restaurant anniversary tomorrow night? Its on ******** Bar. So are you in?" He ask. "Okay" i answered immediatly without thinking twice. I still want to sleep. I then ended up the call. Justine and i work together in a restaurant. He was my brother friend in school. He was the son of the owner of the restaurant. He was just working so that it wouldnt be hard on him if were the onw to manage it. I was just a part timer on their restaurant. And i just ask him if i can be a part timer. He then agree so we were working now for almost a year. And we became closer and i treat him like a older brother. Anyway i didnt get to introduce myself, anyway I am Crystal Abygail Rivera 18 years old currently studying At St Paul Integrated School. I am a Grade 12 student. I am a part timer at De Vera Restaurant which justine's father is the owner. I woke up early in the morning to prepare breakfast in the family. This is the only thing i can do for them because they were busy working for me so i can study until college. I heard a footstep and i saw my brother fixing his hair as he go down the kitchen. " Good moring sis" my brother greeted. I kiss him on the cheeks as he sat on the chair. " Breakfast is ready Kuys" i told him and put tge food on the table. Me and my brother were close that he would do anything for me. " Why arent you not ready yet? dont you have class? " He ask while taking a bite of his breakfast. I lool at the clock and saw that thirty minutes left and i will be late. " Oh! Thanks for remembering kuys i need to get ready. Eat your breakfasr kuys!" I said and went to my room to get change into my uniform. After ten minutes of preparing myself i got down and i saw my brother brushing his teeth. " I going kuys! " i said and he just thumbs up. I went to the street to find some trycicle to go to school. I saw one and i sat beside the driver because on the other side was already full of students too. As we drove in the street i saw a familiar car that is outside a familiar house. We were a bit far when i saw a familiar built coming out the house and a familiar girl that is also running towards that man. I avoided my gaze. I might be hallucinating. That must not be him. I sighed and look forward and focusing on riding in the trycicle. As soon as i got to school. I hurriedly run to our room. 5 minutes and i will be late. I run as fast as i can. I was in the stair when i saw our first subject teacher walking on tge stairs. I ran past her so that i wont be late on her subject. As soon as i got to our room. My classmates look at me and i notice something weird. I sit beside Jenna one of my friends. As soon as i compose myself i look at the chair where richard is sitting and i was a bit disappointed when i cant see him. " Lets talk later gail" Jenna said. Then our subject teacher went inside the room. Hours had passed and my mind were occupied by someone. I dont know but i have this feeling which i cannot recall feeling this. This is the first time feeling like something was hidden to me. And my classmates were murmuring something which is weird and i cant have to focus on the classes. After the class jenna Pull me out and we went into our favorite spot were we always eat and laugh. But France isnt here. One of my bestfriends too. " Look gail, i dont know where to start, i dont know if i have the right to say this but i dont want you to left behind on what is happening that is connected to you. Actually....." Jenna was interupted because a sudden sound of my phone. I saw that justine were calling. I answer it immediately. "Hello" i said " Where are you? we are going into ****** bar. Are you still in school? " Justine ask. " Yes but i already had some dress i need to wear for this occasion so after this i will got there" i said " Where are you going gail? " Jenna ask " The restaurant anniversary" i whispered on her. " Is that jenna? " Justine said. I rolled my eyes because he heard Jenna's s voice. " Bring her" He added and ended the call. "lets Go" "so i was saying.... " we both say at the same time and as soon as we notice it we laugh in our unison. I bring her to ***** bar. Because they were also close. Justine and jenna know each other because of me working on that restaurant. As soon as we enter the bar. The sound and lights face us. Smoke and people dancing in the beat of the music. We walk upstairs because justine said the celebration will be on second floor. As soon as we got to them they were already drinking. Justine saw us coming and free the couch beside him. Jenna put me beside justine. Justine offer me a drink. And i know it was a cocktail. A drink for women. He handed one also for jenna. He wont let me drink hard drinks because my brother will curse him. After an hour Of Drinking. I feel a little bit tipsy. But enough to stand and dance. Jenna pull me down to the crowd. While we were going down the stairs i saw richard from afar and i think it was because of the drink i have the courage to face him. He didnt see me behind him. Because his back was facing me. I saw the girl who he was kissing and to my surprise it was France one of my bestfriend. When she saw me i saw her eyes widened and stop kissing richard. "Why did you run? Why didnt.... . " jenna didnt get to finish her words when richard face us. I didnt know if i was mistaken that i saw a little shock from his eyes. But then again he just look at me with his cold eyes. He held my hand and pull me outside the bar. As soon as we got outside he push my hands that i am about to outbalance because of the alcohol. "What do you think youre doing here? " He ask "What about you? what do you think youre doing with France? Of all people seriously Richard? " I said. I guess the drink help me a little to have courage to say everything whats on my mind. "After that night, i cant seem to hold you, where you been going, or who are you with. youre not even going to school. Whats happening to you?!!" I ask with a loud voice and about to cry but im still holding. He just looked away. "Tsk" I said. I was about to turn my back when he said something. "Lets break Up" He said with a final voice. I look at his eyes and i cant seem to see the richard i know before. The richard im looking right now is cold and like he doesnt care. "Why? " i ask. and i didnt notice my tears are rolling down. "Do i need a reason to break up with you? " He said then laugh sarcastically. "Im done with you thats why im breaking up with you" he added and turn his back and come back into the bar. His words was like a knife on my heart. It like i was stab a hundred times. I just look at my shoes. And i felt a raindrops in my head. I guess the sky were trying to comfort me. Because it feels like it was the raindrops are like my tears i cant seem to hold it. I stand up straight and walk beside the street which is i dont know where to. I walk and walk and walk until i feel like i was tired. As soon as the rain stops that when i felt my conciousness. I didnt know where my feet is going to. As i look around the place where i stop waking. I didnt know where i was. Its a field of grass where no one house is standing. Its a complete grass field. I turn my back to where i was walking. and to my surprise i saw three men were walking towards me. They were wearing a mask. And they probably looking at me. I immediately walk backward and run i was about to run faster when my feet got crumble because i slip into a branch of flower that has torn. I saw my feet bleeding but i feel the pain rushing into it. I was about to stand up again when one of the men were running toward me. Laughing. "I Got You" The first man said. I was panicking and i was about to squirmed on his grip when he punch my stomach. It was so hurt i body crampled. He then let go of me. I cant run on my situation. My vision is about to be blur. When i heard two footstep where coming. I need to get up and run away from here. That what my minds is saying. I was about to get up when one of the man held my hair. (Ahhhhhhhh) i shouted becuase of the pain. He put his hand on my mouth to stop me from shouting but my instinct did something. I bite his hands and he take it away from me. I saw the anger on his eyes. When suddenly i felt his hands on my face. He slap me on what i did. " You damn girl. So you were the girl Richard is crazy over." he said then laugh. i laugh on what he said and i remember what richard did to me. " He just dumped me? didnt he said that in you guys?" i said sarcastically. The other man just punch me again in the stomach. "Uggggghhhhh" I grunted on the pain conflict because of his punch. My tears were rolling. "Lets feast on her" the man said. Thats when the other thow hold me and then the other man rip my clothes. I was crying out for help but i cant stand up against them. "Please dont do this to me! I beg you! " i plead while crying. But its like they didnt hear anything. They successfully undressed me. And i keep on squirming. "Stopp! Please Stop!! Pleaseee!" I keep on saying that while the man kissing my neck and touching my body. I struggle and stomp. but unexpectedly I stomp on his masculinity. I saw the pain on his eyes. And after that the man punch me again on the stomach which i lost my conciousness. ************* Days had passed and i feel like my body has been resting for so many days. I was trying to open my eyes but i was dazzled by the light. I can see is all white. Until my vision became full. I can hear the beeping sound of HRM, the heart rate monitoring. I feel like somone beside me. I saw a man lying his head beside my bed. I was about to touch his hair when he held his head up with a close eyes and like about to take a nap again when he notice that i was awake. "Are you okay sis? Does it hurt somewhere? Oh the doctor!" He said panicking and was about to stand up when i held his hand. Anyway that was my brother who has a worried look on his face. I smile at him and signal him to sit back. "Im okay. Im fine" i told him with a low voice. "What happened?" i ask him He made a sighed. "Justine found you in the grassy field naked. I dont know what the story is but your dress is been strip and the doctor said you have signs that you been r*pe. Do you remember something? " he said in a low voice but i can feel some anger on how what he say. Im thinking and i felt a strung pain and memory flow. And i felt my brothers hand on my cheeks. I guess i didnt know that my tears are falling. My brother hug me and that was so comforting that i began to sob. "Its okay sis. Its okay! Dont think anything! Forget that memory! its okay Im here" he said while patting my back. i fell asleep in his shoulder. Day passed by and it feels like anything happened. We didnt talk about it again and no one ever mention those what happened that night. I came back to school like nothing happened. My days feel like before. I study hard and i became more timid to others. I only talk to jenna. I saw Richard and he doesnt look to me. Thats okay. It is much better. "Let's Go" Jenna said and held me to go out in the room. But were about to go out when richard get in the way on the door. He look at me with his cold eyes. "Lets Talk! " He said. I sighed. I look at Jenna and smile, i signal her that it is okay. "I will wait for you in our spot okay? " Jenna said and go. I just nodded as response. "So? " I ask and face richard with a poker face. He just held my hand and pull me to where he wanted. He bring me to the back part of school where normally students doesnt go. I saw that he still hold my hand. I pull it back and he felt that i was getting away my hands on his grip. "Are you okay? I heard what happened? " he said and loose those cold aura around him. I laughed inside my mind. "Why do you even care? What do you want?" i ask him with a flat voice. I just feel empty right know my inhibitions are still on what happened to me. "I care because i..... " He said but didnt stop when he notice that im looking at him intently. "tsk" i said and turn my back on him. I walk to where our spot is. I was still a meter away from the spot when i heard jenna voice talking to someone. "So are you planning to do that until you want? " Jenna said. "Yes! why is it wrong to love someone? is it a sin now to love someone? " France said. "Np it was not wrong to love someone. But do you know whats wrong? You love the man which your friend's boyfriend. You colluded your feelings even knowing she was your friends boyfriend! " Jenna shouted at France. I was stuck to where i was standing. I felt a little stung in my chest. It feels like i was betrayed by someone who is close to me. I didnt hear france answeres. I heard a footstep which stop infront of me. I held my head and saw that france is in front of me. I saw shock on her face. And i saw jenna was on her back. France look away and walk out. "Did you hear everything? " Jenna ask in a worried face. I nodded in response and smile. "Lets go?" i ask and held her out of the school. We went straight to the house. And i heard some voices inside. It must be mu brother. "Were home" I said in a cheerful voice. As long as i can i show them i am happy. My brother look at me and jenna. I saw he blushed after he look at jenna. I smell something fishy. But i just shake my head to stop me from laughing on my brothers reaction. I set the table into four and my brother put the food in the table with the help of justine. Yes justine was the one my brother was talking when we got home. I smile at the view of them being in one table. It wanst lonely when it was only the two of us in the dining. But it was just livelier when the more the merrier. "Should i just live with you gail? I wanted to live with you! " She said while laughing a bit. I just shake my head on what she said. Ha Ha Ha Ha We heard justine laugh. "You wanted to live here so that you can see my ff......." justine said but didnt finish when jenna put some food on his mouth. I just laugh on them. A sight like this is heartwarming. I miss my parents. Yes me and my brother were orphan now. My parents died in an accident in the way on my brothers graduation. first it wasnt easy on us but after a while we manage to live our life our parents wanted us to be. We eat in laugher and full of smile. Me and jenna brought and clean the dishes because the boys was the one who cook. My brother and justine is watching a movie in the sala and laughing. Its nice to hear their laugh. I hope those will continue even what happened to us. I was blessed that i Had a brother and friend like them. I felt jenna struck me with her arm and mouthed " are you okay? " I nodded and smile at her. " Hmm Im fine. Thanks to all of you i can continue my life" I said and smile at her. We finish the dishes and sat beside the boys and watch the movie. Now they are watching horror. Jenna sit besidey brother because that was the only vacant chair. I can feel the tension and awkwardness between them. I love watching horrors that why it easy on me. After we watch the movie we settled and we decided that jenna will sleep on my room. She was pleading earlier that she wanted to sleep beside me. And Justine decided to not go home too because its too late. Jenna and I gone to bed. after we sat on the bed i look at her. She look at me in confusion. "Why?" she ask. "Do you like my brother? " i ask and smiled. I saw her blushed and look away. She bite her. I laughed on her reaction. "Stop that gail! argggghhh I hate you!" She said and acting angry. " why? Did i ask something wrong? " i ask her while laughing. "Fine!!!! Yes i like him. But he doesnt do anything yet nor ask me. I dont know of he likes me." she said while pouting. I smiled at her and pat her shoulder. "Goodluck on that." i said and laugh. "arhhhhhhhh gaill dont tease me! " she said and act like a baby. "Fine, fine. Let go to sleep. Its late" i said while stopping my self from laughing. It nice to laugh again. I know and i was happy that they like each other its that they didnt know how to confess to each other. Jenna is a good friend of mine. I was relief that she was the one that my brother like. "Goodnight" I said. "Goodnight gail" jenna said. And it feels i was drained from a day that i feel asleep as soon as i lay on bed. Kringggg kringggg kringggg I was awaken by the alarm clock. I open my eyes and look at the girl beside me. She is still asleep. Suddenly i felt like my stomach was being dug up. I went to the bathroom to throw up. I suddenly felt Jenna's hand caressing my back. I thought suddenly and burst into tears. I look at jenna with tears. She just nodded and hug me. I cried in her arms. A cried that full of feeling. Everything came back. "Its okay. Were here. Okay its fine! " Jenna said. I Hear a footstep like someone is running. I saw the door open it was my brother and justine running toward us. "What happened?" my brother ask