Scarred for Love (MFM)

Chapter 15

Declan's P.O.V

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"Your turn" I said, my voice like gravel as I stare up into Derek's beautiful hazel eyes. I've been waiting for what feels like my entire life to be doing this to him. My lips leave hot kisses as I'm traveling slowly down his warm, toned body. As I get closer and closer to the waistband of his sweatpants, my heartbeat quickens.

I can basically feel the heat radiating from his hard erection, just inches away from my face. My hands slide down his sides to hook into the sweatpants. I wait a second, just in case he doesn't want me to continue. However, all his eyes emit is lust filled hunger as they watch me closely. Sliding his sweatpants down, his c**k pops out and hits his abdomen with a light thud.

My mouth waters at the sight. He's the adonis of my dreams, every damn inch of him. I lick my lips in anticipation of having him inside my mouth. Without any more time wasted, I yanked his pants the rest of the way down his legs and threw them somewhere in the room. My hands grazed the inner sides of his legs, pushing them apart slightly to fit my kneeling body comfortably between them.

I don't want to get into my head too much about if he's even going to enjoy this or not, so I just mentally shake my head and wrap my fingers delicately around the base of his d**k. Giving it a slow stroke, he gave a hum of approval. My eyes flicked back to his as I bent down to aim the head of his d**k at my mouth. My tongue peeks out and gives a small lick in the slit.

"You're killing me, Declan" he groans, sending shivers down my body. Finally, wrapping my lips around the head, I suck a little, twirling my tongue around. Slowly, I inch down his length, relishing his warmth and taste. My hand still works upon and down his base as my mouth engulfs the rest of him before they work in tandem.

"f**k" Dare curses, his hips and fingers twitching at his sides. I pop off, leaving my hand to lazily stroke up and down.

"Don't hold back" I whispered with a smirk, throwing his words back at him. He chuffs a laugh with a gorgeous smile.

"As you wish, baby" his deep voice shoots a lightning bolt down my body straight to my groin. Which is starting to chub up again for round two. I wrap my lips back around his c**k, placing both my hands at the sides of his hips. I hum as I work my lips back down his length, while he thrusts shallow and slowly to find rhythm. I looked up at his face to see his jaw clenched, nostrils flared with his heavy breath and his eyes closed. I tap my fingers lightly on his hip, and he snaps them open. I urge him with a nod and hum to get what both he and I want.

One of his hands slides into the strands of my hair, grasping lightly at first before he grips it more fiercely as he begins to thrust deeper into my mouth. My lips vibrate from the moan that emits from my throat, making him groan in response. My d**k is now standing at full attention again, and I hear a light thud as I bob my head with Derek's thrusts.

I feel Scar's hair, brush lightly against the tops of my thighs before I feel her lips and hand wrap around my c**k. I close my eyes in complete bliss. A small tug on my hair from Derek had my eyes popping back open to meet his. His thrusts become faster and deeper to the point where I can't even breathe. That with the diligent blowjob I'm getting? Now that is absolute heaven. The coiling pleasure inside me builds by the second as our actions work in tandem for release.

"You gonna c*m in our angel's mouth?" Derek gruffly asks with a smirk playing at his lips. I nod, whimpering while my eyes plead for him to finish with me. He grunts and jerks his hips, the salty essence from him bursting on my tongue. I moan deeply at the taste while I c*m for the second time in Scarlett's mouth. I suck everything he has to offer up and swallow like it's the best tasting thing I have ever had in my mouth before his softening d**k falls from my mouth. Scar gives the same treatment to me as well.

"You know, I thought the tongue ring would add a lot more pzazz" Derek said breathlessly.

"I'm sorry?" I say with a chuckle. Leaning up I wrap an arm around Scar's waist and then bring us both down on top of Dare. "Oof!" he grunts, wrapping his arms around us both. Both Scar's and my head were lying on his chest, comfortably. I could hear his heartbeat thumping wildly.

"Nothing to be sorry about, just had this wild fantasy that it'd make c**k sucking feel totally different. Like it did but not as drastic as I thought it'd be," he explained with a shrug, ghosting his fingertips up and down our sides.

"Hmmm" I hummed. I know it doesn't for most people, but some of my ex flings thoroughly enjoyed my tongue ring. But I wasn't about to say that.

"I don't know, DJ. I enjoy it a lot. Ooooh, you should get one of those vibrating tongue rings" Scarlett says excitedly.

My eyes widened. "Oh no no no, that makes my tongue go numb" shook my head for a dramatic effect.

"Aww that's no fun for you" Scar says with her nose scrunched.

"I mean, I'd do it if you really wanted me too though," I told her, bringing my hand up to tuck a loose strand of hair behind her ear. She smiles sweetly.

"Oh, Declan. You're the sweetest!" she coos. "But no, I wouldn't ask that of you if you don't enjoy it" she stated, leaning over to kiss my softly on the lips.

"I'm just throwing it out there. If you ever want to try it..." I trailed off with a shrug, and she giggled, rolling her eyes, kissing me once more.

"Anyway, I'm going to go shower and get ready for bed." She pushed forward to kiss Derek tenderly before she rolled off the side of the couch and up on her feet before scampering away to the bedroom.

"And then there were two" Derek says, making me chuckle. His heartbeat had now slowed down to its regular pace. I turned my head up to look at him. A comfortable silence passed through us as we gazed at one another. His free hand found its way up to my cheek, his thumb brushing softly back and forth on my skin.

"You're so beautiful" he whispered. I felt my cheeks redden.

"Thanks" I reply awkwardly. A small smile graced his lips.

"I always thought that of you." he then says, his eyes following the fingers that are now tracing the bone structure of my face.

I snort "You did not."

His fingers then went to my chin, his knuckle lifting it slightly, while his eyes bore into mine.

"I did....I do" he says sincerely.

"Just because I was afraid to admit the attraction I had for you to myself doesn't mean I didn't find you beautiful." He states. "Declan, you have the most beautiful brown eyes I've ever seen. The fluffiest hair I've ever encountered. The cutest little freckles across your nose. But it's not just your physical appearance. You're the best big brother anyone could've ever asked for, and I'm so damn sorry I was too blind to see that I meant more to you."

I could feel the tears well in my eyes from his admission "Dare.."

"I've missed that name." he softly says, making me thrust forward to capture his lips with mine in a compassionate kiss.

"Don't be sorry" I said after breaking away and resting my forehead on his, our noses nuzzling each other. "Back then, you were too young anyway"

"But when I went to college-"

"You started dating Scar" I interrupted, and when he went to speak I shushed him, "It wouldn't have been fair to Scar if I waltzed in and was like, hey Derek, I have been in love with you since forever. Plus, who knows if you would've accepted it at that time too."

"Deck, are you missing the part where I just said I've always had an attraction to you?" he asks with amusement. I rolled my eyes at him.

"Okay, but young you could've still fought that realization... The fact is, that I'm just happy to be where we are now", I said seriously "It's like a dream I'm scared that I'm going to wake up from. I never thought I'd get the man I have loved for so long, as well as a new-found love with Scar."

A small pinch on the soft skin of my side, startles me "Ow!"

"Not a dream" he snickers. "Are you ready for a shower and then bed?" he asks.

"Yeah" I answer with a yawn, going to get up, but he holds me in place and I look at him in question.

"Deck"

"Hmm?"

"I love you"

A grin spreads across my face. "I love you too, Dare"