Scarred for Love (MFM)

Chapter 14

Derek's P.O.V

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"That was the best birthday dinner ever" I said while rubbing my stomach after demolishing the triple chocolate cake that Declan had delivered after we got done eating his delicious lasagna.

"I'll clean up. Why don't you two get comfy on the couch and pick out a movie for us to watch!" Scar chirps as she gathers the plates and utensils from the table.

"I can help you, my sweet Angel" Declan said, quickly getting up from his seat and scampering after her.

"No, no. I got it, I promise. You cleaned up last time" she said, hip bumping him. He held up his hands with a giggle.

"Fine, have it your way" he looked at me. "What movie are you in the mood for?"

"Hmmmm...I don't know. Let's browse and see what comes up." I told him, getting up from my spot at the table and making my way toward the couch. I plopped down in the middle and Declan followed shortly after, sitting to my left.

"Remote is on the side table by you" I told him, pointing to the roku remote by the coasters. He leaned over to grab it before holding it out to me. I waved my hand, telling him he could start looking through the streaming apps. He furrowed his eyebrows before complying with my request.

I just wanted to look at him for a little bit. Weird? Maybe, but it's the first time I'm actually looking at him. If you know what I mean. Ever since the revelation of his feelings for me, all the built-up attraction towards him has come and hit me like a freight train. It made me think about where my attraction lies as well. Like, did I have an attraction towards other men? Simply put, yes.

I went out of my way to walk through the city and just people watch, just to test my attraction. Did I have to do that? No, but I wanted to be sure of myself and where I stood with myself.

How did I live almost all my life without realizing I was attracted to both men and women?

When I think about it, maybe it was because I was trying not to fall into the similarity of our family. It's terrible of me to hide that part of me just because I didn't want to be like anyone else. But isn't that something that you grew up hearing? Be you, don't be like everyone else. I must've just taken that too literally. Masking my attraction to Declan just because I didn't want to have feelings for another male....well and the tiny factor of him being my brother.

My eyes venture all over his body, taking him in for the gorgeous specimen that he is. His fluffy blond hair, a little messy from him running his hands through it constantly. His beautiful espresso-colored eyes. For the life of me, I don't know why brown eyes are so under appreciated. My eyes lower to the light scruff on his cheeks and chin. I thought it would've been too weird to kiss someone with a beard but I didn't even notice it when I kissed him. Or I just didn't care enough to worry about it.

Speaking of kissing, my eyes move to his lips, where I see his neon green tongue ring sliding back and forth in between his lips. I wonder if it makes blowjobs feel different? The question makes my d**k chub up a little. Continuing my roaming, he has a slender body, with a nice little butt that I want to grab and squeeze on to soon. With that thought.

"C'mere" I said suddenly, making him turn his head toward me from the TV screen.

"Huh?"

"Come here" I said clearer, while motioning my head. He looked at me confused and I sighed. He yelped and dropped the remote as I leaned over, grabbing his hips with my hands and pulled him directly on to my lap with his legs on the outside of mine. Scarlett's giggle sounded from the kitchen as Declan's face burned cherry red.

"There" I said while lightly massaging circles with my thumbs on the soft skin of his hipbones.

"I didn't know you wanted me to sit on you" he muttered quietly as he rested his hands on my shoulders.

"Well, now you know" I replied cheekily and he rolled his eyes in response.

"Thought you wanted to find a movie?" he raised his brows sassily.

"Are you really complaining right now?" I asked back, sliding my hands back to his butt. He let out a small gasp when I gently squeezed him.

"No" his reply was breathless, his pupils dilating instantly. I love how he responds to me. I can't describe it but like, it fills me with such pride.

"Good, now kiss me." I felt his body shudder at my command before complying instantly. His soft lips connected with mine in a timid kiss. I have to get him to loosen up, he's probably nervous that I won't like it still.

Moving my left hand up his back, under his shirt, he hummed softly against my lips. With my other hand, I squeezed his ass firmer and rolled his hips down as I moved mine up. He let out a sweet moan as he felt the hardness in my sweatpants rubbed against his jean-clad erection. It's a little too rough considering this is the only material between my d**k and him.

I brought my hands back to the front of his jeans, where the button was. "Can we take these off?" I asked after pulling away.

"Oh, uh yes, yeah, for sure" he said, scrambling off my lap to undo his trousers. I smirked at his cuteness. With his pants off, he was left in his forest green boxer briefs. The tent in them was quite obvious now.

"I like that color on you" I commented, my eyes skimming over his legs.

"Thanks" he shyly said while slowly climbing back into position on my lap. He squeaked when I maneuvered us to where I was lying across the entirety of the sofa instead.

"Now, where were we?" I said huskily, running my hands up his thighs. I wonder if he shaves them or if they are just naturally this light of hair.

"Are you sure this isn't too much for you?" he questions with worry evident in his tone. I frown.

"Am I coming on too strong?" I asked with concern, while cupping his cheek with my hand. His eyes widened.

"No, god no. It's been my dream...I just mean..... I don't want you moving too fast with things you haven't done before....with a man" he rambled out. "I don't want it to freak you out" he added ever so quietly, looking down at our waists.

"Deck" I say, getting his eyes back to mine. "I wouldn't do it if I wasn't comfortable with it", I tell him sincerely. "We're not going too far anyway. Not tonight at least." I run my thumb back and forth on his scruffy cheek.

"Okay" he said with a curt nod.

"I don't see nothing wrong.... with a little bump and grind baby", I sing and he laughs, shaking his head.

"I don't either", Scar comments. We both looked over to her, settling on the love seat adjacent to the sofa and Declan sat up.

"Want to join us?" he gestured to us.

"No, please. I just want to watch" she purrs, getting comfortable on the cushions. He flushes from his cheeks down his neck where I'm sure it continues under his shirt.

I slide my hand to the back of his neck and gently pull him toward me. His head turned back to me, making brief eye contact before I claimed his lips. His eyes flutter shut and he lets out a content sigh, melting into me. I closed mine, loving the feel of his lips against mine.

After a few seconds, my tongue glided across his bottom lip. He immediately opened, his tongue meeting mine in a slow tangle. My right hand went back to his delectable ass, repeating the motion as before, making our bottom halves grind together. He lets out a breathy moan, his fingers gripping my shoulders a little tighter. His kiss turns a little fiercer and it gets me more excited.

I peeked over at Scarlett to see her practically drooling over what Declan and I are doing. It gets me hot knowing my girl is getting hot and bothered watching. I continue our heated makeout while grinding for a few minutes before I move my hand to the front of his boxers.

"Dare!" he gasps as my hand grasps his c**k. My teeth lightly scrape his bottom lip, my tongue soothing it immediately after as my hand moves up and down his length. He shudders, moaning into my mouth. I felt his nails biting into my shoulders as he restrained himself.

"Don't hold back" I whispered, twirling my tongue around his tongue ring. He mewled when I moved my hand away, but moaned loudly when I stuck my hand down his boxers and grasped his length with my hand.

"f**k, Derek" he whimpered, his hips moved so his c**k was slowly f*****g into my grasp. I eased myself into moving my hand with his movements until they were in rhythm. Damn, he's so sexy, looking like this. His facial features show just how much he's enjoying this.

His eyes shoot open and he looks at me with searing heat. "Dare" he whines out, before I feel his seed coat my hand. He groans as his head falls on to my chest. I slow my fist down to a stop to make sure I ride out his orgasm.

"Holy s**t" Scarlett's moan rings through the room. Declan breathes heavily as we look over to Scar to see her rubbing her c**t with her lip caught between her teeth as her juices squirt on to her thighs. "Mmmm that was hot as f**k" she breathes heavily as well now.

Declan kissed my bare chest before scooting down a little and repeating the action on my sternum, making eye contact with me. "Your turn"