Nightmare..
"Sam..Sam..don't go far, baby. You'll fall.." I can hear my mama's voice from behind. I giggled and tried to run a bit faster. I was playing with my mother. This is one of the best times I've had... to go to the woods with her.
"Sam... "Wait, honey.. Mama's going to catch you." My mama's angelic voice said
"No, Mama, I want to play more." "Catch me if you can, mama." I said it in an unbelievably cute voice.
I heard Mama giggle. While she followed me, she pretended that it was very hard to catch me.
I hurried my little feet.. more into the woods.. While slowly tittering to my self... I love this place. I love to walk in the wood.. I adore this trees.. Cool breeze... Chippings of birds.. When I'm in, I feel so relaxed and comfortable. I feel like I have walked in to another dreamy world.... I feel so connected with them.. Like I'm a part of this nature.. Not only the surroundings but also It's amazing to walk among the trees with my Mama. Playing.. Laughing.. This is one of the favourite time I used to have with her..
I didn't know what got to me that day. I walked further into the deep woods.. I was never scared to walk here coz I knew it was always safe... It gave me more courage to walk much deeper When I heard the voice of growling.. I stopped in the same spot and looked around, but I couldn't notice anything unusual. I heard the growl from a bit away from the place I was watching. I turn around to find my mama. But she's not in my sight. I was frightened and panicked.
"Mama.. Mama.. I called my mother.."
For my relief, my mother came out of the bushes to me instantly and hugged me.
"Don't worry, honey." Mama is with you, baby. My mother was trying to soothe me, but I could see that the earlier joy had gone from her face. Though she was trying to calm my panicked heart, I felt she was terrified too. She was trying to mask something, which I'm unable to point out.
I snuggled her more and tried to chase away my fears when we heard another loud growl from behind us. This time it was not one. It was a pack of rogue wolves.
They were growling and showing their canines to us. My mom covered me with her body, but she couldn't stay like that for long because they started to attack her. In an instant, she shifted to her wolf form and attacked them too. She was so fierce.. Fighting is something she's born with, because she and my dad are the betas in our pack.
I saw that she fought with them ferociously, keeping me safe, and I heard some more howls far from the woods. I think there were many bad wolves, and little by little, their numbers increased, but my mama was alone. She was fighting with them alone when my dad's brown wolf jumped in between us and Alpha and the other few warrior wolves.
I felt so happy because I knew we were going to be safe. My mama soon came to my side and put me on her wolf's back.
Oh, I really like her white wolf, Lily... She's so beautiful and soft. I kept my face on her soft fur...
I saw my dad kill many wolves. He was so big and brave, but I didn't like this fight. I want to go home. I want my mom and dad to hug me and cuddle me.. I want to forget this fight.
But Everything changed in an instant when a few wolves attacked my dad. I saw blood woozing from my dad's body. I screamed at them. "Don't.. Don't hurt my daddy.." I saw my dad's brown wolf fell to the ground like a huge tree trunk. I shudder with the pain, I screamed with the unbearable agony...
I opened my eyes after that horrifying dream. Oh no, it was too much pain. It was fu***ng torture to see that dream again and again and not being able to do anything to save them. It hurts to my core to see their dead bodies covered with blood. My body was totally covered with sweat, and I was trying to catch my breath through the panic attack that I had.
I try these every day. Every night I dreamed this.. Every night, I get haunted by this dream. It was so hard to accept that I lost both my parents that day. My beautiful, happy family vanished within mere seconds. I couldn't accept the fact until now that they had gone, leaving me alone in this cruel world. I'm trying.. Still trying to get it with that bitter truth...
Samantha Kelly Johnson... I am about to turn 18 in a few hours. Yes, tomorrow is my birthday.
Which made me missed my parents more..
Once, I was the happiest kid on earth. My parents were powerful Betas. But no matter how powerful they were, they loved me so much and they loved me dearly. I was their whole world. They were the best parents ever. They treat me like a princess. Everyone loved me at that time. Everybody adores me. I was so pretty, with forest green eyes, which I inherited from my mother. They said I looked exactly like my mother, but my golden-tan skin I got from my dad. I love them a lot. I was daddy's princess. I was so happy with my beautiful, loving family until that day. That horrific day when rogue wolves attacked us in the woods, That day, I lost my parents. I lost everything. I lost my happiness... I lost my sanity
My phone alarm rang, mentioning that it was time to start my duties. Yes, I have to work. I have to work until my butt off to have a piece of bread.
Not only working, at times I have to tolerate their insults and tortures too.. I worked at Alpha's house.. Our alpha was a ruthless one, I think not only alpha his whole family is like that.. Cruel... Ruthless.. It's so hard to believe that after my parents death they all changed.. They all changed from good to bad.. They started to treat me like I'm an omega.. They think I deserve it.. I deserve it coz for them I'm wolfless, weak mere human.
Sometimes I think In a way their correct coz I don't have a wolf.. Though I Born in to a so powerful beta parents it's hard to believe I'm wolfless.. I don't no why my fate has been so cruel to me but I can't drown in my own sorrows coz I don't want to give up.. I still have a sparkle of hope in my life.. It's my mate.. My mate will be my savior.. I have to endure all this hard ship until I meet him.. That time will not be much far since I'm going to be 18 tommorrow.. At last after find my mate I'm going to be free..
I have seen how mate bonds work.. Mate have been chosen by the moon goddess her self.. It's a sacred and holly bond..the most loveable mate I have seen is my own parents. They love deeply each other and also they respect each other.. They were always had their back until their last breath.
Memories of them watered my eyes again.. When I heard the footstep descending from the stairs.. While yelling at me.. Sa.. Ma.. N.. Tha..... :(