I woke up in the morning with a heavy heart. Today is my 18th birthday, but I didn't feel the joy I really expected. No birthday wishes.. No Cakes.. I really miss my parents..If they were here they would celebrate their prince's birthday grandly. They will be delighted to see their daughter 's first mile stone as an adult..
Without them so long I tolerated all the insults, endure all the pain they gave for me because of two reasons. They were the only hopes I had in my this miserable life .. One was about my mate.. And the other one was my wolf.. I thoroughly believed that I should have a wolf.. I cannot be wolfless no matter what others said.. Coz my parents are powerful betas.. So I hoped that I would get my wolf on my 18th birthday. But My last ray of hope vanished like a puff of smoke in the morning. I had a small hope that I would get my wolf by today, but there hasn't been any sign of it. Now how can I find my mate unless he himself comes to me and reveals himself? But after he gets to know me, will he like me? Will he still choose me as his mate, or will he reject me? No.. Sam.. Don't be so pessimistic. You will undoubtedly get your mate, and he will definitely choose you through everything, and he'll definitely love you unconditionally and take care of you. You will get all the happiness you deserve, and he will treat you like a princess like your mama and daddy did. You will finally get your new family.
With those wishful thinking I pray from my mind, Please, moon goddess, please help me to find my mate. I have heard that our mates are the better half of us. I have heard that mates are inseparable and so loving.. So please help me to end this miserable life and leave this wolf den.
I left my room with a heavy heart and started my chores when I heard a footstep. It should be loona. So I hurried myself, but to my surprise, there was no screaming, yelling, or beating yet. I heard the footstep stop near the kitchen counter, so I soon made the coffee and was trying to give it away when I noticed it was not Loona but Jason, who stood there silently. He stood there while staring at my eyes. not like the other days. His face is full of emotions that I'm unable to read. Usually when he sees me, he never looks at my face, because he always seems to disgust me, though I don't know any specific reason for that, and I didn't bother to find any, because I hate him more than he hates me.
He was staring at my eyes like he was searching for something deeply in them. When I looked at his piercing blue eyes, I felt some sort of attraction that was unlike any other day. I felt like I could stare into his eyes forever.His eyes hold some kind of attraction which Hard to resist, Hold on, Sam. Who are you, Fantasying ? He's the devil in disguise. Don't be another girl for him. I couldn't hold his stare any longer, and the more I looked into his eyes, the more I felt that I was being swayed by his handsomeness. So, breaking our stare, I asked, "Do you need anything, Jason?" To my astonishment, he replied, "Ya, can you make me a cup of black coffee, Sam?" The way he pronounces my name is so different, No filthy words. No scoldings.. No beating, am I dreaming?
"Sure," I said, and turned to make his coffee. I thought he would leave, but he didn't. He stood there until I finished, and I felt his gaze follow each and every move of mine. Hiding my curiosity, I offer him the coffee. "Thank you," Jason said. What's wrong with this guy today? Has he gotten up from the wrong side of the bed? I couldn't remember a day that he had been so nice to me.
Without responding to any of his comments, I started to continue my work. After taking the coffee, he left the kitchen but sat in the dining area. I soon prepared their meal and kept on the dining table, avoiding Jason's gaze.
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With a puzzled heart about Jason's unusual behaviour in the morning, I hurried to my locker. As soon as I opened it, I saw a piece of paper with a smiley icon on top and a fresh red rose. I couldn't believe it, so I double-checked whether I had opened the correct locker. But it's mine. because my books were there without any absence. Then who did this? Who kept a red rose with a chit in the morning? Is this some kind of prank? With a thumping heart, I look at the corridor, but no one seems suspicious except for some random students who walk by. I opened the paper, and "Happy birthday, princess.." was written on that small piece of paper.
Now I'm more confused. Who knew today was my birthday, and Princess, who called me that? No one used to talk to me in college except when they had to check some academic stuff with me. So who has been so kind to wish me a happy birthday with a red rose?
With unanswered questions, I kept everything in the locker and took only my books out and stepped to the class side. I sat in my usual spot, When I saw Jason enter to the class with his gang, to my surprise, his girlfriend was not with him today. As soon as he entered to the class, he halt at the entrance for a bit and started at me directly. I didn't no what to do.. Coz I don't want others to think that I have become one of his side chick.. So I avoid his gaze and bend my head to the book. I felt his piercing gaze was into my side while walking to his usual spot in the back row.
I really don't get this Jason's new behaviour.. What's he up to this time? Yesterday at the bakery, today morning at home.. Why is he behaving so weirdly. If he act as usual sick, arrogant and bighead jerk.. I don't feel so uneasy about it but this kind of behaviour, I have never witness during my stay at Alpha's...