Her

Chapter 1 Its 29th of may, counting the days ,weeks, months that im trying to forget my ex girlfriend who choose to be a Gods servant than being with me and its really acceptable . Hi im kimberly chua thats my real name but since im a lesbian i prefered to be called "kim" and this is my story.. " kiiiiimmmmm!! " wake uppp its already 10 am in the morning whats your plan? ! (thats my sister, her name is nans and shes the one who always reminds me to live life even if its so unfair and painful..) kim: whats good in this morning huh? you know what i have nothing to do so let me sleep all day okay? nans: thats a big nooo.. you have so many things to do, eat you breakfast and were going to the market ,.. kim: no im not interested you can do it on your own nans: can you look at yourself kim? you already loose weight and i cant stand it seeing you like that , im you sister and i will do everything to make you see how life is beautiful again. kim: okay, enough no more dramas , ill be up in a minute. (In the market) nans; kim, can you wait here i forgot to withdraw money i only have $200 here kim : we can use mine nans: no just keep that in case youve made up your mind and and decided to find a job soon kim: i cant hear you ( smiling) (while waiting..) (phone rungs...) kim: hey jean wazzuup jean: kim? how are you? i just heard what happened from your sister. i can come to you later if you need some one to talk to. kim: hahaha you can come, but just to let you know that months already passed and im doing okay now. jean: are you sure? kim: yeah , you know what ive missed playing instrument, lets make music again how about that? jean: you got me ,.ill drop by at about 8:30 okay? kim: alright, take care bye. ********†********†**********†***********† "Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks, But bears it out ev’n to the edge of doom." - Shakespeare (thats one of my favorite shakespeare sonnets i kept reading it again and again coz i really felt it in my heart until jean knocked on my door hahaha) jean: wazzup kim are you ready ? kim: yeah, its already 10:00pm what happen to 8 :30? jean: ( laughing) sorry but the important thing is im here , ive made it haahah kim ; anyway, i'd like to play some sort of moving on song jean: well you know what that song is kim: "better in time" jean: hmmm.. by leona lewis? kim: yeah , lets start? jean: what are you waiting for!! ( laughing together) ?????????????? It's been the longest winter without you I didn't know where to turn to See somehow I can't forget you After all that we've been through Going coming thought I heard a knock Who's there no one Thinking that I deserve it Now I realize that I really didn't know If you didn't notice you mean everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is Imma be OK Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too (Oh yeah) It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time I couldn't turn on the TV (No) Without something there to remind me Was it all that easy To just put aside your feelings If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh Hurt my feelings but that's the path I believe in and I know that time will heal it If you didn't notice boy you meant everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is Imma be OK Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too (Oh yeah) It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time Since there's no more you and me (No more you and me) It's time I let you go so I can be free And live my life how it should be (No no no no no no) No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you Yes I will Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too (oh oh oh) It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to, yes I do It'll all get better in time Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too (Yeah) It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you Gonna smile 'cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time ?????????????? ( i hope that you can also relate on this song , wishing you to get better in time ?) ***************************************** jean: kim? kim: yes? jean: hows your heart? kim: hahaha hmm it feels like the weather tonight.. jean: cold ? kim: what do you think? jean: yeah its really cold well i guess i need to go home its late already kim:( laughing) you didnt fail to made me happy by your innocence hahaha jean: i already have a boyfriend so i am not innocent anymore kim: thats not what i mean hahaha well i really appreciate you coming here...thank you jean.. jean: ohh kim dont make me fall for you were meant to be friends forever kim: what are you saying??? ( laughing together) jean: by the way before i leave i have some suggestions for you kim: what? jean: why dont you use a dating app ? kim: i dont think that will help, i told you already im doing fine and i know i will be completely healed soon jean: i know and i believe in you, but just in case let me install it to your phone ( grabbing my phone) kim: hey what are you doing jean: this is " her" dating app its made for lgbt so dont worry kim: whatever.. ****************************************** Its already midnight, its really cold..and im alone again , its time to sleep.. but i cant help myself overthink. Do you guys feels this too sometime in your room, all the worries and doubts to yourself until you realize your crying .. but let me tell you this, as long as your not giving up in yourself you can make it. its okay to let yourself stop from what you usually doing everyday in your life, coz i know its tiring specially when youre in pain, you can rest until you gain another power to face the reality and see the good in life.