Vivienne's POV
All I could think about after stepping away from that door was my words. It was my fault, wasn't it? I wanted him to not show some affection only when people were around. I told him I could not love him. Even though I knew how much of a lie, that was.
But I could not go back on my word. I could not be with him. No one wanted me to be his wife or his Luna, so why was I upset? Was it not what I wanted? Isn't it what I told him I would do? I planned to leave. I have thought of leaving so many times, but I've not gotten the courage to do so yet.
Despite all this, I could only cry and feel upset. I stepped out of the bathroom and he came. For a moment, I wanted to tell him how wrong I was. I wanted to tell him I was sorry, and I wanted to stay. I wanted to tell him I did not
