Why me?

I hate my life, i am a nobody. Why you may ask well it’s because i am in this shitty pack that treats me like s**t, i am there slave and i’m not even fully apart of this pack well i am but i wasnt born here so im not blood pack which is why they hate me and what makes it worse i cant even get the hell out of here because one No where to go And two i don’t have a wolf to protect me. Its not even like i can look forward to finding my mate because why would they want someone like me i have no rank and no wolf so i’m stuck like this forever. Right now im getting made to clean the pack house because we have guests coming this weekend which means a boring party which i can never enjoy because i will be serving and by the looks of these decorations the people that are coming are really important. So great they will be snobby rich wolfs that see me as low meany they will try to get in my pants. The only way i deal with them is get them super drunk which by the time they drag me to there rooms they will pass out. As you can guess ive had a lot of experience which this considering ive only just turned 18 a few weeks ago. Well better get to this before the luna beats me for taking forever sigining off in my brain