mr. Mafia doesn't scare me

"What do you mean you don't think he's fit?" asked Kate "no, I said he's good looking, but I can't stand his personality" I told her He's tall, has hazel eyes and dark hair, sharp jawline and a defined six pack which he isn’t shy to show off but he's an annoying, stupid, and a rude asshole with no goals in life except to f**k every girl he sees I'm not going to be one of them girls "You got problems" laughed Kate "Shut up, you want him then have him. I just don't think he's worth the time" I said as I looked at her drooling over Alex smith, the colleges bad boy I personally didn't see how he made it in. "Oh, I'd bang him any day sweetie" she laughed "Ok then, I'm going to be late for work so I will see you later" I waved off quickly "Bye b" shouted Kate after me I left the college grounds and began walking to the cafe another day, another shift, another cash pay, another bill to pay, it's a never-ending routine that I wish I didn't have to do But that's just life My mother’s home right now probably drinking as per usual bringing herself closer to death but It's not like she cares She's only got me, but I feel like she doesn't want me She left my dad just before I was born so I never got to meet the guy that brought this awesome girl into this terrible world But oh well, there's worse things I always wished that one day my dad would find me, maybe my parents could get back together, maybe just maybe we could be happy, my mum would be safe and sober, and I could finally have a chance at being a normal teenager But that's never going to happen, I just know it. I guess its okay to dream, even if they all eventually die out.