Chapter One
"I want you."
The words slid over my skin like a caress, low and rough, barely audible over the bass shaking the walls of the club.
I stopped mid-step, the rim of my glass hovering just below my lips, and turned toward the voice.
He stood so close I could feel the heat radiating off his body, even with the pulsing neon lights strobing between us. His eyes—stormy gray, piercing—locked onto mine like they had all the time in the world. Like I wasn't just some stranger he'd found across a crowded dance floor, but someone he'd been looking for.
Not a question. Not even a request. A claim.
My throat went dry. "Excuse me?"
His mouth tilted, not a smile, not quite, just a faint curve that looked like it belonged to someone who didn't bother with full expressions unless they mattered. "Don't make me repeat myself," he said, his voice deep, measured, smooth like whiskey sliding down my spine.
Men like him were supposed to set off alarm bells. Everything about him screamed control—the immaculate dark suit, the broad shoulders filling it, the slight tilt of his head like he was used to people bending to his will.
I should've walked away. I wasn't here for this. I'd promised myself tonight was just for blowing off steam, not for getting tangled in something—or someone—I couldn't afford.
But my feet didn't move.
Maybe it was the tequila thrumming through my veins. Or the exhaustion of months of scraping by, of watching hospital bills pile up faster than I could breathe, of pretending I wasn't terrified about losing the only family I had left.
Or maybe it was him. The way his eyes didn't just look at me—they consumed me. Like I wasn't invisible for once.
I forced myself to exhale and raised a brow. "You always open with lines like that, or am I just lucky?"
The faintest twitch tugged at his mouth. Not amusement, exactly. Something darker. "Only when I don't feel like wasting time."
His gaze flicked downward, lingering for a second on the hem of my black dress—cheap, snug, definitely a clearance find. Heat crept up my neck, but not from embarrassment. The way he looked at me... it didn't feel like judgment. It felt like possession, like he'd already decided I was his for the night.
"And what if I'm not interested?" I asked, though my voice lacked conviction.
His gray eyes narrowed, just slightly. "You are."
I hated that I couldn't argue. That my pulse betrayed me, thudding hard enough for me to feel it in my throat.
The lights above us flickered, bathing him in flashes of crimson and shadow, and for a second, I thought about asking who he was, what he did, why he carried himself like someone who owned every room he entered. But then his hand brushed against mine—barely a touch, more of a test—and my thoughts scattered.
"Dance with me," he said. Not a question.
Before I could reply, his hand slid around my waist, confident, warm, his thumb grazing the bare skin just above my hip. And just like that, the world outside of us ceased to exist.
I turned around to check on Naya, my best friend who I was out clubbing with on a workday but I saw her dancing drunkenly with a group of girls, probably around our age. I was certain that she was yapping to them about how her bestie just got a new job and how she was excited to be celebrating with me.
I bit back a smile at the thought as I let myself get pulled away into the crowd of weekday partygoers.
The music swallowed us whole, a wall of sound and heat. His movements weren't wild or sloppy like the men around us—they were controlled, deliberate, his body guiding mine with subtle pressure, each touch calculated to draw me closer. His breath brushed my ear as he leaned in, his voice low and smooth. "Relax, Jordan."
I didn't remember telling him my name.
"Do I know you?" I murmured, tilting my head back just enough to meet his gaze.
His lips curved, that same ghost of a smirk. "Not yet."
Something about the way he said it—like a promise, not a flirtation—made my stomach tighten.
One song bled into another, our bodies moving like we'd done this a hundred times before. My hands found his shoulders, the solid muscle beneath the soft fabric of his suit, and when his fingers traced the line of my spine, the rest of the room blurred into nothing.
I didn't notice the way people started watching. How the crowd seemed to part around us, giving us space we hadn't asked for. It was just him—his hand sliding lower, his breath warm against my jaw, the faint scent of cedar and something darker clinging to his skin.
By the time he took my hand and led me off the dance floor, my head was spinning—not just from the tequila, but from him. The way he didn't ask. Didn't hesitate. Just decided.
The night air outside hit me like a slap, cool and sharp, but it wasn't enough to ground me.
A sleek black car was waiting at the curb, a driver already holding the back door open.
I hesitated, my instincts finally whispering that this was dangerous. That I didn't know this man. That nothing about him was safe.
Then his fingers brushed the inside of my wrist, a featherlight touch, and my hesitation dissolved.
I slid into the car without a word.
The second the door shut, his mouth was on mine.
The kiss was deep, commanding, his hand cupping the back of my neck as if he'd been starving for me all night. His other hand traced down my thigh, fingers lingering just above the edge of my dress, and every nerve in my body lit up in response.
By the time the elevator doors slid open to the penthouse, I was already undone.
The suite was sleek and cold, all glass and steel, the city skyline sprawling like a million glittering witnesses below. But I barely saw it.
He pressed me against the window, the chill of the glass shocking against my overheated skin as his lips traced a line from my collarbone to my jaw. My dress pooled at my feet, his jacket hit the floor beside it, and the faint hum of the city below was the only sound besides our ragged breaths.
For the first time in weeks, I didn't think about the eviction notice taped to my apartment door. I didn't think about the hospital smell clinging to my sister's room, or the stack of bills waiting for me at home.
For the first time, I felt something other than fear. I felt desire, I felt a fire. I finally felt what it meant to be wanted by a man.
And I let myself have it. Just for tonight.
I didn't care about tomorrow but I should have.
And this one night? It wasn't just reckless.
It was the start of something I couldn't escape.