Cursed in Death and Life

Where am I? How did I get here? Where is Jay and James? What happened? All these questions plaguing me, as I come too. Suddenly I hear a noise in the distance. I call out," Who is there? " but to my dismay nobody answers. So I yell, "Hello" once more to get somebody anybody's attention. Not understanding what has happened to me? I try to sit up! Immediately, I regretted my actions! Crying out in excruciating pain my head begins to swim and my vision became blurred; as I lay in what looks to be an alley!? I was discarded onto a large pile of trash. The putrid smell haunting my senses making me gag. Feeling around me, I cringe as I touch something wet and slimy. As I bring my hand into my line of sight I notice that it's covered in blood, my blood. I struggle to get up, panicking. I try to roll on my belly and am plunged into the pile of trash that is mixed in puddle of my blood face first. As the cold night air and the blood soaked ground make contact with my battered and tattered flesh. The horrifying realization hits me that I am as naked as the day I was born, pushing myself up onto my hands and knees I scour my surroundings looking for something anything to cover my naked bloody bruised body. To my dismay all I find is an empty box. Reaching out I am consumed by the most excruciating pain I have ever felt. Suddenly I am plunged into the black abyss of my consciousness. With a loud slap I hit the cold blood soaked pavement beneath me. With a start I suddenly come too, gasping for air and coughing up blood. The sudden cold realization that this is not a NIGHTMARE! Is a sobering REALITY! My reality! As this realization kicks in I feel as I have been doused with a bucket of ice water, as a shiver runs down my spine. Fear began to consume me like an all encompassing blanket as it began to grip my heart and soul. I am brought out of my revelation with a fit of painful coughs spewing up blood once more. I need to make the most important decision of my life! Most people wouldn't hesitate in this moment, they would choose life. Unfortunately I am not most people I have to weigh my options. As I contemplate my fate. Trying to remember how I exactly ended up in this situation. " I choose life." I yell out into the pitch black emptiness that stands before me... I force myself back onto my hands and knees wincing and crying out in pain. Crawling over to the box and the edge of the alley wall and dumpster, to pull myself up. after several failed attempts, I am finally up on shaky legs. Reaching for the box and sliding it over my head. I stumble backwards into the wall. I drag myself out of the alley along the wall. Stumbling head first onto the empty pitch black street. I land with a loud thud hitting the cold pavement beneath me. I scramble to get back up to my feet, every attempt is thwarted. I began to panic as a big SUV comes barreling towards me, still unable to get back to my feet. I squeeze my eye's closed and brace for the impact and my death. Praying every moment God hears my tears! As I hold my breath and embrace my fate! Suddenly a loud screeching of tires consumes the quiet night and extremely bright headlights obscure my vision. Frozen in fear, from yet another near death experience. I bawl my heart out, shallow gasps of air escape my lungs causing me to go into a coughing fit. A beautiful older woman with long blonde hair and striking green eyes is crouched before me. Petrified I just stare off into space as the distant sounds of screaming and crying consume my consciousness. The inexplicable realization that the screaming is coming from me as the woman says," to please calm down, she is going to help me." I quiver in fear as bile rises up to my lips. My skin burns as she touches me and I jerk away screaming some more. Suddenly strong arms are around my waist pulling me off of the road! My body has a mind of its own as I begin to thrash around in there embrace. I start to scratch and bite fighting for my life as every vile memory of how I ended up in the trash pile came flooding back! Suddenly I am petrified once again, shaking like a leaf in the wind! Hearing distant screams, of a man begging for help! As my vision begins to blur and the haze consumes me, gasping for air and not receiving any. I feel my body go limp and the sound of a man and woman screaming for help begin to fade into the black abyss as my life begins to play on repeat.