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Chapter Twenty
Yoongi played with his fingers trying to form the right words to say.
He's having a videocall with his parents and they are telling him something about their work but Yoongi cant really understand a thing.
He's too preoccupied trying to find a way how to tell the news of his pregnancy to his parents.
"Yoongi?" His father called.
He bit his lower lip taking in a deep breathe before shutting his eyes closed. He's just glad that his parents are not here or else he would collapsed in an instant out of nervousness.
"I.. I ha.. I have something to tell you." Yoongi stammered.
His parents raised his brows in confusion already curious as to what their son is about to say that caused him to be like this.
"C'mon, baby. Tell us, what's wrong?" His mother asked
The concerned that is laced through his mother's voice made him even more guilty. He doesnt even want to imagine how would they react once they find out about it but Mrs. Lee is right- he cant keep this a secret for a long time.
"Im really really sorry, Mom. Sorry," Yoongi bursted out crying while desperately shaking his head, "Sorry. Mom, Dad." He repeteadly said.
His parents exchanged curious looks as they're already worried because of their youngest son's sudden outburst.
Despite of Yoongi being so young, they know that he doesnt really like the idea of crying infront of other people especially infront of his family members. That's why seeing their son like this made them question what was happening.
"Yoongi, calm down. We are getting worried here. Tell us what's the problem, please." His father calmly said.
Yoongi wiped his tears away and looked at the screen with a longing gaze that made his parents flinched seeing their youngest looking so sad as if he's carrying a problem on his shoulders.
"Im.. im pregnant." He said, his voice cracking.
He bit his lower lips and looked straight at the screen waiting for his parent's reaction but he didnt get any that made him bit his lower lips after.
His tears starts to streamed down his face once again when his mother suddenly covered her face and starts to cry her heart out that made Yoongi even more guilty.
He's such a dissapointment.
"What the hell are you saying, Min Yoongi? You are sixteen." His father screamed.
They are miles away from him but Yoongi can still feel the intensity of his father's voice because of mixed anger and dissapointment.
"Who's the father, Yoongi? I didnt know that you have a boyfriend?" His mother asked still with tears in her eyes.
Yoongi took in a deep breathe clearing his throat before answering his mother's question.
"He's not my boyfriend, Mom. Sorry."
Those words are enough to break his mother's heart even more. She let out a long cryin sound while clutching her chest.
"Mom..."
Yoongi keeps on calling for his mother trying to calm her down but she just keeps on crying her heart out for his son's pregnancy.
"Im.. im really.. im so sorry." Yoongi said shakin his head.
He cannot handle seeing his parent's dissapointed stares and crying face that's why he closed the laptop completely disregarding it as he covered his face with both of his hands.
He cried his heart out while thinking about how stupid he is for letting someone impregnate him considering that they're not even in a relationship.
Yes, Jungkook said that he's going to be involve but where is he now? He's still not showing up, not even sending a message.
He's too immatured to carry a child. How can he be a good mother when he's a child himself? That is so impossible.
It will be hard but he needs to do his responsibility. He's the one who made this. Jungkook is not the only one at fault, he is too.
Yoongi gathered all his strength to stand up staring at his reflection in the mirror scrunching up his nose as he saw the tip turning into a shade of red because of crying too much.
He smoothened the red shirt that he's wearing that made his pale skin stood out even more. He ran his fingers through his hair letting out an encouraging smile for himself.
It is not a good idea to say that to his parents when he has classes after.
Yoongi told himself that no matter what happens, he will still go to school and study. He wont let all of his dreams go to waste.
He's strongly opposed to the idea of his dreams going into waste because of his kid. Instead, he will pursue his dreams with his kid as his main motivation.
He needs to work extra harder now that he's having a child. He needs to have even more high grades so that he could easily get a scholarship.
He just wished that there's a coffee shop or a fastfood chain that will accept a sixteen years old as a part-time worker. He doesnt want to burden his parents even more.
"Im not crying because of you, okay?" He said while caressing his stomach, "It's because of me, my love. Im so sorry." He said letting out a faint smile.
He went out of the house already making sure that it's locked. He jogged towards the exit of their subdivision and walked on the safest side of road.
He has his head hanging low while biting his lower lips. He shivered when someone bumps into him, he's not used at walking his way to school but he needs to.
He wants to save his money for now until he gets a job to save from his child's possible needs.
Yoongi almost shrieked when he heard a car slowing down honking at him.
He stopped and he furrowed his brows when the car almost stopped. The window rolled down and it revealed Taehyung.
"Hello."
He greeted timidly bowing his head slightly that made Taehyung shook his head a little.
"Why are you walking, Yoongi? Is it okay for you to walk for long?" Taehyung asked.
Yoongi smiled a little, "Maybe? For exercise."
Taehyung let out a tight-lipped smile before unlocking the front seat.
"C'mon, I'll go there anyway." He said.
Yoongi immediately shook his head as he doesnt want to bother Taehyung.
How can they stay kind towards him? He's the main reason why their friend Seokjin is hurting right now.
"I wont take no as an answer, Yoongi." Taehyung said in a stern voice.
Yoongi bit his lower lips slowly nodding his head and made his way going inside the older's car.
"How far along are you?" Taehyung asked.
"A month..."
Taehyung's mouth formed into a small o and just nodded his head focusing on the road.
"Im sorry, I am really sorry." Yoongi mumbled.
Taehyung raised his brows at the younger chuckling a little before running his fingers through his hair.
"I cant say that it is all Jungkook's fault because you are too," Taehyung shrugged his shoulders, "Though, I cant really get mad at you. Seokjin is just hurting too much right now but I dont think I should blame you." He said.
"You're pregnant and it's f*****g irritating how Jungkook cheated with you but cant even stay by your side now that you're in this situation." Taehyung said harshly hitting the steering wheel.
Yoongi sniffed looking down and secretly wiping his tears away because of Taehyung's words.
"Im.. im so sorry..."
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Probably my last update for today.:) Thank you.
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