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Chapter Twenty One
"Thanks, Taehyung hyung."
Taehyung nods his head at the younger waving his hands before turning his back going a seperate way.
Yoongi let out a deep breathe and put his bag on his back as he made his way towards the school clinic. He ran out of vitamins that's why Mrs. Lee told him to stop by so he can get another bottle of it.
"Good Morning!" Yoongi greeted.
The nurse didnt say anything as he know what happened back in the younger's house because Yoongi's parents already gave her a call.
"They're going back with your brother."
Yoongi's eyes widened in surprised. He still havent talk to his brother about it.
He massaged his temples feeling the stress rushing in him just by imagining how would his brother Namjoon react to all of this.
The nurse immediately walked towards him guiding Yoongi until he's sat on the edge of the bed. She caressed the younger's back in small circles while looking at him worriedly.
"You have to understand them, Yoongi. They're probably shocked." Mrs. Lee said.
Yoongi took in a deep breathe and slowly nods his head. He placed his hands on his stomach shutting his eyes closed trying to calm himself.
When he opened his eyes, he already has a small smile gracing his lips which also made the nurse smile. She leaned down to gibe Yoongi a kiss on his forehead before messing up his hair a little.
"Here," She handed Yoongi the bottle, "Remember to take that, okay?" She said.
The nurse turned her back against the younger only to stop and looked at Yoongi once again as she remembered something.
"What about Jungkook? Did the both of you talk already?" Mrs. Lee asked.
The nurse believes that Jungkook will man up and take responsibility for the baby. He knows that he is actually a good person but just like any other teenagers, he is scared- this is a big step.
Yoongi let out a tight-lipped smile and shook his head. The younger took in a deep breathe as he rose up to his feet slinging his bag onto his shoulders as he waved to the kind nurse.
"Bye, Mrs. Lee! Love you!" Yoongi said in a high-pitched tone before making his way out of the school's clinic.
He walked down the hallway with his head down as he doesnt want to meet all the stares that the students are giving him. No, they probably doesnt have an idea about his pregnancy- the stares are usual, he's getting it eversince and he's sure that if they find out about being pregnant with Jungkook's kid he will receive a lot more harsh treatment.
He let out an exasperated sigh as the students are finally nowhere out of his sight. He took a seat on the bench under the shade of the tree puting his bag beside him.
He licked his lower lips and stared at nothing in particular just thinking about everything that is happening to him.
How did his life turn out like this?
To someone who did nothing but to study and aim for nothing but high grades to a sixteen year old who's struggling everyday of his life because of teenage pregnancy.
"Im so sorry." He said while staring lovingly at his stomach.
His throat constricted as he caressed his stomach for a couple of times feeling the tears that is threatening to fall.
He's so sad and lonely althroughout, he knows that it had a bad effect for the child yet he's not even doing anything about it and it just so unfair for his baby.
He bit his lower lips as he winced because of the tears that's already slipping out of his eyes. He's such a bad mother.
He cant do this alone. He knows that he cant but he's trying to be strong tor the baby but how? He cant even get a job because of how young he is.
Damn! The only thing he's taking is the vitamins given by Mrs. Lee and nothing more. He doesnt have any other supplements that can be good for him and most especially for the baby.
He is only a month pregnant yet he can already feel all the difficulties in life.
"Yoongi..."
The pregnant boy looked up only to look away when he realized that it was the father of his child, Jeon Jungkook.
"Your class will start soon. What are you still doing here?" Jungkook asked.
Yoongi furrowed his brows shaking his head a little hating the fact that Jungkook is already infront of him.
Really? After saying that he is going to be involve, he only showed up now? Only to ask him why is he here and he has a class that will start soon.
Yoongi stomped his feet harshly on the ground as he stood up picking up his bag but before he could even walk away, Jungkook took a step forward preventing the younger to take any step further.
Yoongi pushed Jungkook away from him which made the older almost fell on the ground. His eyes widened because of the way Yoongi is treating him- he's never like this.
"You are so so unfair!" Yoongi shouted
His chest starts to heave up and down as his face turns into a deep shade of red. It made Jungkook nervous how Yoongi's face turns so red because of his pale skin.
"I cant even go to a doctor! I cant even buy a vitamins and a milk for myself!" Yoongi cried his heart out, "I am always having an awful craving at night but cant do anything about it because in scared to go out!" He said covering his mouth when he suddenly hiccupped.
Yoongi's lips quivered shutting his eyes closed while his tears are continuously falling down from cat-like eyes.
Jungkook took a step forward to hold Yoongi's shoulder but the younger is quick enough to shove his hands away.
"You're going on about how it will be so f*****g hard for you!" Yoongi hit the older's chest hard, "Guess what? It's harder for me, I am the one who's carrying the baby." He said mocking himself.
Jungkook looked down accepting all the curses, hits and cries of the younger knowing that Yoongi has all the right to do that to him.
Yoongi stopped to wiped his tears away and just stood infront of Jungkook with his head hung low and his shoulder still trembling.
Jungkook pulled the younger closer to him enveloping him into a tight hug as he kissed the younger's temples while slowly nodding his head.
He could feel it and most of all he could see it- how Yoongi is barely holding onto everything that is happening.
"I'll make it up to you." He whispered.
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