Bella and The Royal Beast

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Alec Pov

I stared at her while she slept. My mind barley comprehending what the hell just happened. Her beauty did a lot but her mind kept a hold on me. I just don't understand why she flipped so quick. One minute wanting nothing to do with me for wanting more than just her to please me but then handing her virginity away during a three way. She will be the death of me. Deciding the more I thought about it I will spiral uncontrollably. Closing my eyes I let sleep evade me. 

Isabella Pov

Groaning from the light that was seeping through the window I hit my left arm on the other side of the bed feeling the empty sheets. Bolting up realizing what I had done the previous night. I was in Alec's room...alone. Getting up from the bed stretching getting my arms to touch the ceiling. Groaning again I grabbed his thin sheet wrapped around me and walked from his room to mine. Dropping his blanket on the ground I pounced to the bathroom for a nice shower. I let the water beat me burn me heat my life. Finally finishing I wiped the mirror with the towel before tying my hair up with it. 

There I stood staring. Looking at the woman before me. My nose was too big for my face my forehead to big my lips too small my eyes a dirty blue color. I might be his mate but at the end of the day this is business not pleasure. I am and will always be queen on paper but not in his hard. Remember that. This business accept your fate accept your role and get the hell over it. One single tear slid down my face. Slamming my hands on the sink counter just so I could feel the sting that rang with them. 

"UGGHH!" I screamed staring at the beast in front of me. The anger took it's course. f**k this world! It's so f*****g cruel no one gives a f**k about me and how I feel. They touched me they beat me they took my f*****g mind with them. Turning around I ripped the towel holder off the wall and threw it at the mirror shattering it.

"f**k this world." I cried sliding down the wall.

Alec's Pov

Hearing the scream and then the shatter my wolf lost his senses taking over he ran to her. Breaking through every door along the way. I may not love her but he does. He can't deny the mate bond but I can push beyond those feelings.

There she was huddled against the wall gripping her legs naked. Her wet hair masking her as she shook with tears. Glass sprayed all on the floor around her. Walking up to her I tried to pick her up but she pushed back.

"Don't f*****g touch me!" She yelled.

"Issy baby what's wrong?" I asked. This time my eyes met her's. A smile sprayed on her face but I knew better than to think she was happy.

"Baby?" She laughed then stood up. "I will do my obligations as a queen and your mate but I will never be your baby. GET THE f**k OUT!" She screamed as she pushed me. This woman was so bipolar who can blame her though? The s**t they did to her. Maybe the s**t I did to her... No I did nothing wrong I put it how it was. I let her push me then she began hitting me.

"Get the f**k out Alec!" Even through the anger when my name fell off her lips it did something to me. It wasn't pleasure but it was something. This time before her hand hit me again I grabbed it. Pulled her naked body to me and hugged restrained her. She was broken but she was mine and she is beautiful.

"It's okay." I soothed her as I rubbed her wet hair falling back onto the bed with her laying on top of me.

"No it isn't." She whispered with her face against my chest.

"You're broken. You're beautiful. Be broken with me around me but don't you let anyone else see you weak. You are my queen sure there isn't love her and I won't bullshit with you. I will always tell you the truth." I said and she began to pull away from me trying to get off of me only making me hold her more. "But that doesn't mean I don't care about you. The mate bond does that to me. You are absolutely beautiful and strong in everyway. Now shut up and let me f*****g hold you. Let yourself go through me. Let the f*****g pain flow through you. Hit me if you want I wont hurt you. Let the strong woman go and be broken but the minute we walk out that door. She needs to come back." With that she broke more than you could imagine a woman break she hit me she hit herself she cried she lost herself. At that moment through all the pain I knew I would never let anyone f*****g hurt her again not even me,