Alpha's forsaken mate

Serena's pov. The pain of been abandoned and deserted tore my heart. I thought i had already experienced the worst pain ever but no, this was much more painful. I felt suffocated as I found it harder to breath. 'Why? Why was I even born into this world? Do I have a fate? Would anyone even care if I dissapear?' Walking aimlessly down the narrow road I couldn't feel myself, I didn't feel the need to live. My entire life was a mess from been the most ugly teenager in school, to been the most bullied in the pack. I had endured everything hoping for a better life in the future but this was too much, it shattered every ounce of hope within me, I couldn't endure this shame. Luciano... He was what I thought would bring my darkened life light, thought he was my knight in shining armor. I had always hoped for a mate who would love me and see me differently than my peers. I thought the moon goddess had good plans for me, But, what she gave was an injury. An injury I don't think can ever heal. **Flash back Entering the royal ball all excited and nervous my eyes roamed the place. The ball was grander than I imagined, the slow music and clattering heels echoed in my ears. This was the first time I set my legs into the royal palace and my first time attending a ball not to talk of the royal ball. I already imagined what the ball would look like in my mind but this...this exceeded my expectations in every way. This was my chance. A chance I might never get again, I could feel my palms getting wet and slippery from being nervous. 'Serena this is your chance, if I couldn't find my mate in this ball. Then I might forever live my life as a worthless werewolf. Many round tables were placed around the hall, decorated tastefully with a red and black motif color. The masquerade ball was surely a display of wealth by the royalties. Inside the large ballroom were groups of people, each wearing expensive accessories and jewelries, altogether shone brightly. Most females were wearing beautiful gowns I could tell most of them put in much effort to look good and elegant. And ofcourse, what did I expect, it was a ball mainly for people to find their other halfs and mates and I was no different. Looking down at the cheap black strapless gown I wore I became nervous again. This was a masquerade ball, each person wore a mask that covered a part of the face adding a mysterious vibe to them. My jaw dropped in awe and surprise. All my life I had never seen such extravegance, I was grateful to the shop that borrowed me this dress if not I would have felt out of place even if the gown was cheap. Looking around, my gaze caught the sight of something beautiful. Walking towards the open garden I was amazed. It was a beautiful sight to behold, with flowers that were in full bloom as I walked mindlessly to the railings just enough to enjoy the magnificent view of skycrapers with neon lights. They were like painted canvas. I walked closer only to discover an entrance and was confused and a bit curious so I went in. It was like walking into another ball What welcomed me was the sound of more people and awed whispers who's gaze was glued to the same direction. "Oh my! He is so handsome!" i heard one of the lady moan in admiration. "Yes! Ahh..." How could he be so good looking. "Oh! My heart!" Hearing all this whispers I followed their gaze and the sight that greeted me was absolutely stunning, He... Who was he? "Ahh... I think he is looking over here!" Our gaze met and it was as if I was spell bounded, he was the one, My mate! "Aww... He's coming over, do you think he noticed me?" I heard the gushing whispers of the ladies around that brought me back from my reverie. I noticed he was coming closer towards my direction. 'Was he coming for me?' My hand was all sweaty and i couldn't help but get more nervous. I didn't need to look for him anymore. Large slender hands landed on my shoulder as he leaned in to whisper. "May I have this dance?" His deep masculine voice sent shivers down my spine and before I could react or process anything he took my hand and led me towards the dance floor were a few others were already dancing. His arm snaked down my waist as my hands naturally moved to place itself on his chest. The sparks of mating flew and it confirmed further, he was my mate. The mate I was longing for. I was glad i always peeked when my step sisters had their dance lesson or I would have just embarrassed myself here. I never thought it would feel so heavenly and magical, the feeling of been claimed. We danced smoothly, drawing everyone's attention as we twirled gracefully and everyone wondered who the woman in black was. Following his lead, my heart was beating so fast I was sure he could hear it. His every movement matched perfectly with the slow music, I could tell his moves was formed from inconsistent training or frequent dancing. Been so close to him, I was able to study his face. Every contour of his face was just so perfect, he had this devilish charm on him. He wasn't wearing a mask though. "Mate!" He growled his gaze peering down at mine. The music also stopped, indicating the dance was over. He pulled me with him. Bringing me towards the staircase as we ascended upstairs and he led me along a corridor untill we came in front of a big set of doors which he pushed open forcefully.