
My new beginnings of my life ,So my life is not perfect at all I have made a lot of mistakes in my life when I was very young I have struggled to get along with people around me because no one really understand me that well so my life was very hard so I grow older I started to realize that you must go through thing's in life it's not easy to say or to tell but my childhood wasn't perfect at all I have been bullying I have been going through abuse in my childhood no one to protect me well I couldn't be a child I must grow up faster to be a young adult to survive I was a age of 13 years old who moved to one farm to a other farm that time I didn't even believe in God because that time I told myself of there was a God he wouldn't let go through all that as a child so moved altot and end up here where I am staying in standerton to survive I made some choices so here is where I meet my husband Got pregnant got married had two kids with hom a girl and a boy and then I realized nothing had changed in my life ,my life there was always trouble and drama and fighting around met even me and my husband who where fighting over people's and stuff older men who doesn't want to stop s****l harrings me my own mother who caused drama around us my in-laws who will lie for a living and causing trouble in my en my kids life I couldn't finish school I only had GR 8 to fall on and here is no work for anyone here even if here was work for people they won't give as a chance to get work experience no this people on standerton are good vir 4 thing's is .leingcheatingdrinkingfightingso my life is not what I ask for but what must I do I started to pray and hope that God will show me the way and open door's for me and God led me to writing my own book of my life people I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for God ,God save my life Twice I have been s****l harras by my father in law and everyone thinks I made it all up I want to create a problem for him but it's not so he treated me with the welfare to take my daughter away my mother if she doesn't get her way she create problem's in our life treating that she wil make our life a living hell I had it enough of it I will not be silent anymore I have a right to say what is wrong in my eyes I can't let people get away how they treat others around them I want to start my own book writing to show everyone that even if you are a house wife stand up for what is right make something of u're self share your storie with people who you can help one day and make your own money and be proud of your self that you come so far to achieve your goals in life I doing this book because I don't have a job and don't have money my husband works but the income is not that good so I will write my stories so that I can help my husband to take care of ours children's there will be people's who will have there opinion of my life and say bad things behind my back and I don't care I will make something out of my life and I will be a better person in the end of the day vrydag afternoon my husband lost his grandfather it was hard for him life is to short to worry about what others will think of you just be yourself I found out that my father have cancer and there wil be more testing to be done to see how far the caner has spread I am very hard broken about it ,but I must keep on moving forward and if that isn't enough stressful for me I must be in court I. April to defend myself again people I lived with in this house at the moment my mom keep on blaming the kids for everything what not going right in her life I don't know why must there be that kind of person in my life I want peace in my life I want to be happy I want to smile again and I can so from now on I am going to focus on myself and my husband and my children and you as n Young mom can also do it don't let people tell you ,you can't because you can just believe our God will make away for all of us then you wil see the changes in your life ,I am starting to do something for myself and try to make money to do so I have to believe in myself and do it I must work very hard it's not going to be easy but I am willing to try something new love your self be your self trust in our God believe we have our right to stand up what's right and to speak our mind there will be people who will not approve what's you want to do in life but thats there opinion just be true to yourself I have been beaten and have said bad things about me but that didn't stop me to do what I want to do in life I was afraid to speak but now I can write a book about my life and my mistake a don't have to hide anymore everything I went through just make me stronger then ever before and I will be strong for myself and for my children I will become someone that my children can loop up to and realize that there mom will always fight for them so this is my beginning of a new chapter in my life I wil start writing a book and tell my storie one day my kids wil see how much I love them so much the end......

