Chapter nineteen
Sunny
It broke my heart to see Rick begging me to take him back, to love him back, and I can deny I was so f*****g close and tempted to tell him everything I said was I lied that I love him and he is the only man I want in my life. But that would have been way too easy for him. I wanted him to beg me and he did. I wanted him to tell me he loves me and he did, yet I didn’t find it in me to take him back. Not yet. I want to make him cry for what he did to me and I thought I would feel proud to make him break in front of me, but I dint, you know why? because I f*****g love him and you cant stand to see the person you love hurt, but I still let him cry.
It doesn’t mean I don’t love him and you may think I’m a cold blooded b***h, no I am not it pained me to no ext
