Megan I have decided to come down for dinner. Walking into the dining room I smell him and look up. He is sitting there watching me with hope in his eyes. Goddess is he sexy? I don’t get it. He has been occupying my thoughts these days and thinking less of Jason. Is it the mate bond? What is the Goddess wanting? I mean I even see Nathan in my dreams and what we are doing in my dreams will make one's panties wet. How is it I am wanting to be around Nathan more? I am confused. In my heart, I don’t think I can give him up and I know I told him I need time but to be honest with myself. I want him. I want to feel his arms around me and touch me and those lips. Boy, don’t get me started on those sexy, kissable lips of his. I sat down on the Luna chair as it is a habit to do. He never seems to

