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The Bride He Never Wanted

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Marry him for my sake, Qisya…”

Those were the last words her mother begged of her, and Qisya couldn’t say no.

At just twenty-five, Qisya Amirah finds herself caught in a web of family debts, fading dignity, and a mother who is slowly falling apart from years of emotional wounds. The solution comes wrapped in gold embroidery and a last-minute akad nikah — a marriage not born of love, but of obligation.

The groom? Hariz Rizq Iskandar — a man whose heart had once belonged to someone else. A man who agreed to the marriage not for the bride, but for the name, the image, and the deal he couldn’t walk away from.

Qisya walks into the marriage with trembling hands but steady resolve. She doesn’t expect love. She doesn’t even expect kindness. She only hopes for dignity — to be treated with respect, not affection.

But even that proves to be too much.

💔 A Marriage Built on Silence

From the first night, it is clear — theirs is not a love story.

They sleep in separate rooms.

They eat in silence.

They live like strangers under one roof.

Qisya, once bright and gentle, begins to shrink within herself. She tiptoes through the apartment, careful not to cross invisible lines. She learns how Hariz takes his coffee, how he folds his shirts, how he avoids eye contact when he’s overwhelmed.

Hariz, on the other hand, is a man of few words and many walls. He wears his trauma like a well-tailored suit — neat, untouchable, and cold. There was a woman he once loved, but she didn’t wait. Now, he no longer believes in forever.

Yet somehow, Qisya begins to leave traces in the spaces he swore no one would ever touch again.

💬 The Words Left Unsaid

As days turn into weeks, it’s not grand gestures that change their world — it’s the smallest acts.

A mug of warm water waiting on the table.

A note left in silence.

A burn on his hand that she wraps gently with ice.

A laugh — soft, reluctant — that escapes her lips and lingers in the room longer than it should.

Qisya finds herself torn between staying invisible… and wanting to be seen.

Hariz finds himself torn between pushing her away… and fearing she might really leave.

They don’t fight. They don’t flirt. They simply exist — awkwardly, quietly, painfully — until one day, existing together becomes easier than being apart.

But nothing stays still forever.

🔍 A Glimpse into His Past

One night, Qisya stumbles upon a photograph in the glove compartment of Hariz’s car — a picture of him smiling beside a woman she doesn’t recognise.

He doesn’t lie.

“She was someone I almost married.”

“Do you still love her?”

“No.”

“But you did?”

“Yes.”

That honesty cuts deeper than betrayal. Because it reminds Qisya of her place — the replacement, not the choice.

But instead of retreating, Qisya grows stronger.

She begins to reclaim herself — not to win his heart, but to keep her own from breaking.

She cooks. She works from home. She smiles, even when it hurts.

And somewhere along the way, Hariz notices.

🌙 The Shift in His Silence

Hariz is not cruel — he’s cautious.

And that caution begins to crumble.

He starts noticing her scent on the pillow. Her humming in the kitchen. Her quiet presence beside him that doesn’t ask for more, but still fills the room.

He finds her asleep on the couch one night, her head falling gently against his shoulder.

He doesn’t move.

He lets her stay.

That night, he writes something in his journal.

“If I had met you first… maybe I wouldn’t have been this broken.”

But he never shows it to her.

Because he still doesn’t know how to be whole.

🥀 A New Threat to a Fragile Bond

Just when something unspoken begins to grow between them, Fikri, Qisya’s ex-colleague — someone who once made her smile when her world was falling apart — returns into her life with a simple message:

“I just want to talk. One time. That’s all.”

She agrees — not because she’s unfaithful, but because she’s human. Because sometimes, the heart needs to be reminded that it still matters to someone.

Hariz finds out.

He doesn’t shout. He doesn’t accuse.

But his silence is darker than any anger.

“Do you still care?” Qisya asks him, trembling.

His answer?

“I never said I didn’t.”

It’s not a confession.

It’s not a promise.

But it’s the first crack in the wall he built so high.

🌹 The Slow Bloom of Something Real

Their marriage begins to shift — not with flowers or kisses, but with presence.

He begins to wait up for her when she’s late.

She starts making extra toast — just in case he eats.

They share an umbrella during rain, though their hands never touch.

They laugh, accidentally, at a movie they both hate.

He stares at her longer when she’s not looking.

And she begins to wish he would look forever.

But love — when it finally arrives — is never soft in stories like theirs.

It comes like a storm: painful, clumsy, unexpected.

One of them will say it too early.

One will say it too late.

But when truth finally breaks between them…

It will not be clean.

It will be honest.

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Chapter 6. part 1 until 5
🌙 Part 1: The Uninvited Guests That evening, the apartment buzzed with an unexpected energy. Qisya stood by the kitchen counter, staring at the clock, her heart thudding with a nervous rhythm. The knock at the door had come earlier than she anticipated. Hariz’s voice, calm and smooth, echoed from the hallway. “Mak, Ayah… come in.” Her heart sank. She wasn’t ready. In fact, she hadn’t prepared anything special—not mentally, not emotionally. But here they were. Hariz’s parents. Her mother. Even her youngest cousin tagged along, probably bribed with promises of dessert. The living room was suddenly too small. “Qisya, darling. You look pale. Are you okay?” Hariz’s mother asked, giving her a warm but too-observant smile. Qisya forced a grin. “Just a little tired, Mak. Long day.” Her mother stepped in next. “My poor daughter… barely had time to rest since the wedding.” Hariz said nothing. He simply motioned for everyone to sit at the dining table, which now looked far too plain. Just two dishes and a jug of water. No flowers. No candles. No warmth. Hariz’s father cleared his throat as he took a seat. “You two didn’t plan a dinner tonight?” Qisya exchanged a glance with Hariz. “We weren’t expecting guests,” she said softly. Hariz added quickly, “But it’s fine. We’re happy you’re here.” Happy. The word echoed in Qisya’s head like a cruel joke. They were not happy. They were surviving. ⸻ 🌙 Part 2: The Performance Begins Everyone took their seats. Plates clinked. Glasses passed from hand to hand. The air smelled of curry, rice, and politeness. The conversation began lightly—weather, work, the neighbors’ recent wedding. But then, as expected, someone had to ask the dreaded question. “So, how’s married life?” Hariz’s mother asked, her voice laced with curiosity, her smile not quite reaching her eyes. Qisya looked at Hariz, waiting. He stayed quiet. She answered instead. “It’s… quiet.” “Quiet is good,” Hariz finally spoke, reaching for his drink. “Peaceful. We enjoy the silence.” Silence? Qisya blinked hard. Yes, there was silence—thick, aching silence that filled their home like fog. The kind of silence that made the walls press in. Her mother chuckled, trying to lighten the mood. “Oh come on. Hariz looks all serious outside, but he’s a softie inside, right, Qisya?” Everyone laughed. Even Qisya did, although her lips trembled as they curled. “You planning for children soon?” Hariz’s father asked suddenly. Hariz nearly choked on his drink. “Uh… no rush. We’re taking our time.” His mother leaned in. “Don’t wait too long, dear. Cold beds don’t make grandbabies.” The table erupted into more laughter. Qisya forced another smile, even as her stomach turned. She reached for her glass of water and drank like her life depended on it. Every question felt like a trap. Every smile felt like a test. 🌙 Part 3: Behind the Smiles The dinner dragged on longer than necessary. Qisya caught Hariz stealing glances at his phone under the table. Probably bored. Probably wishing he were anywhere but here. She tried to laugh at a story her cousin was telling about their childhood, but even that felt fake. Her laughter was hollow, echoing off the empty places in her chest. “You two should go on a honeymoon,” her cousin suggested with a grin. “Bali? Langkawi? Somewhere romantic.” “We haven’t planned anything yet,” Qisya replied smoothly. “No time,” Hariz added. “Work’s been hectic.” Another lie. He had time. He just didn’t want to spend it with her. Later, when dessert was served—store-bought pudding in plastic cups—Mak Hariz gave Qisya a look of silent judgment. “You didn’t prepare anything sweet, dear?” Qisya smiled politely. “We weren’t expecting company.” A slight pause. “Well,” Mak Hariz said, adjusting her shawl, “you’ll get used to hosting. A wife’s touch takes time.” That one stung. And yet she nodded, playing the obedient bride. When everyone was done eating, the guests lingered, chatting in the living room while Hariz disappeared to the balcony to take a phone call. Qisya quietly moved to the kitchen, escaping with the excuse of cleaning up. She scrubbed dishes slowly, her hands trembling beneath the running water. ⸻ 🌙 Part 4: The Cracks Beneath Control Behind her, she heard footsteps. “You did well tonight,” Hariz said, voice low. She didn’t turn around. “You mean I lied well.” “That’s what this is, isn’t it? A lie.” Qisya spun to face him, hands still wet, water dripping onto the tiled floor. “It doesn’t have to be.” He leaned against the doorway, folding his arms. “Yes, it does. You want them to believe we’re happy? Then let’s give them a show.” Her eyes were filled with hurt. “But what about us? Do we even exist outside of that show?” He said nothing. “You only act like a husband when they’re watching,” she whispered. “What about when no one’s looking?” “I did what I had to,” he said again, like a tired refrain. “That’s always your answer.” Her voice cracked. “That you had to.” He stepped closer, his face darkening. “You want the truth? Fine. This marriage is a cage. For me. For you. So stop pretending we’re more than what we are.” She flinched like his words had slapped her. “You’re right,” she said, her voice trembling now. “It is a cage. But unlike you, I didn’t choose to keep the key in my hand and refuse to open it.” His breath caught. Her gaze was steady. “You’re free to walk away, Hariz. You always have been. So why are you still here?” Still, no answer. She shook her head, turned toward the hallway, and paused just before entering their room. “One day, Hariz… you’re going to wish you had treated me differently.” Then she walked away, slamming the door behind her—not out of anger, but to hold in the tears. ⸻ 🌙 Part 5: Two Strangers, One Marriage Hariz remained in the kitchen long after she was gone. The silence crept in again—only now it didn’t feel peaceful. It felt like punishment. He poured himself a glass of water, his fingers gripping the edge of the counter so tightly his knuckles went white. Outside the window, the streetlights flickered, but all he could see was her face. Her words replayed in his head like a haunting melody. You’re going to wish you had treated me differently. In their bedroom, Qisya sat on the edge of the bed, her back straight, her eyes blank. Still in her dinner outfit. Still holding herself together. Barely. She didn’t cry. Not tonight. She was too tired for that. Instead, she lay down, facing the wall. Eyes open. Breathing steady. Hariz didn’t come in. And she didn’t expect him to. They were married. But they were not together. Not really. Not yet.

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