Finding my voice

Realizing

Eva began to think so critically about Natasha's character. Avril words kept on ringing in her head "Natasha is not who you think she is, try thinking vastly"

Ever since she knew Natasha, she never gave a rethink to any of her decisions or character, she deeply blamed her emotions. Sometimes, Emotions can be so stupid that it leads you to the ditch.

Eva loved Natasha so much that she trusted her to a fault. Eva always believed that Natasha meant no harm, and was quick to conform to Natasha's lead. But then it became so much that Eva realized that she couldn't do without Natasha and Natasha believed this and began to use it for her own benefit.

But now, Eva had begun to realize this.

She could even recall vividly the case of one Guy "Frank" that she met online.

Incidentally, it also happened that this guy also came across Nat, by one way or the other. Frank was a playboy and was always trying luck with different girls. Eva discovered that Frank is literally an unserious playboy and defiantly rejected his offer for a relationship. But he kept on disturbing her. One day, when the besties were chatting, they discussed his issue and they were surprised to know that they both knew him. But Natasha then told her that She and Frank had already gone far, she also added that she even went to his house and spent the day with him. Eva was so surprised and angry at both Natasha and Frank. how would Natasha fall for a trash like him?

Later that same day, this same Frank called her again, professing his love for her.

" You are really funny, do you know that?"

"How?, I am really serious about you and I would like to establish a very serious relationship with you. Eva, I really love you..."

"Enough of those nonsense please! do you know who Natasha Chris is on f*******:? "

"Um.. that name sounds familiar, but I don't have anything to do with her. "

"You are really confused. how would you be asking two girls, two best friends out at a time? you should really learn to make choices "

"Eva can please hear me out? "

"She even went to your house and spent the day with you, but you stand here denying her right?

"I have not seen Natasha before, she has not even responded to my question so I don't know why you are saying all this things."

Eva was so dumbfounded. She didn't know who to believe. Why would Natasha lie to her? No, it's Frank that is a liar, he wants to put a rift between my friend and I.

"Natasha told me this with her own mouth, you are the one lying."

"I don't need to argue much Eva, I would send the screenshot of our chat."

When Eva saw the screenshot, She was shocked to the bone. Why would Natasha lie to her?

Eva confronted Natasha on this issue but Natasha became so angry with Eva.

"Why would you ask him?" Natasha asked

"Why would you lie? I was trying to protect you, how did I go wrong?

When Eva related this with Alexa, Her sister told her that Natasha simply did that so that she would not have anything to do with Frank. This was simply an act of jealousy.

This incident happened and made Eva begin to doubt. She believed that something went on between Natasha and Lucky that day. Because ever since she introduced Lucky to her, there have been noticeable changes.

She wanted to confront Natasha but a second thought told her to calm down and stop following the lead of her emotions. Very soon, she would be out of secondary school, so why should she quarrel with Natasha. she decided to simply keep her distance and minimize the way she shares her secrets with Natasha.

But she has just discovered that Natasha might be a green snake in green grass. She began to ruminate on the benefits of ever knowing Natasha. She has never contributed to her growth, Natasha always makes her lose confidence and all. she always talks about how she got a boyfriend here and there. And this always made Eva feel desperate to get a boyfriend. Eva's mom was against their relationship from the initial time. Following Vera's (Natasha's elder sister) quarrel with Alexa, her mother had been against the relationship with Natasha saying that the girl is a bad influence on her. When Natasha revealed to Eva that she had lost her Virginity to her boyfriend Noble, Eva was so lost. She was even shocked when Natasha told her it wasn't the first time she had done, it many times.

Eva decided to focus on her studies as she was about to leave secondary school. Her parents also told her that she would also be taking the Jamb examination for her entrance to the University. Her two sisters were already in the university and now she was about to enter too, she pitied her parents on how they made sure she and sisters were given the best despite the financial hardship. She sometimes wished that she had a destiny helper so that she could help relieve her parents load. Although she had tried taking Scholarships Exams but when she reached the peak, something usually came up. She decided to stop disturbing herself in trivial issues and help her parents. She decided that when she finishes her exams, she would work while waiting for her admission.

Exam periods had fully set in and everybody was excited to finally leave secondary school, some like Eva were aspiring to enter the university, Some were planning to travel, others get married or get a job. Eva had tried persuading Natasha into entering the university but Natasha was bent on living the "baby girl lifestyle."

During the Exams, Eva met one Guy Boja. He was tall, handsome, huge and rich. he was the man of her dreams. Eva decided to give him a trial. When she finished her WAEC exams, her result was an excellent one. Boja was also happy and invited her over claiming that he had a gift for her. Eva didn't want to go at first. But she was persuaded and then she realized that after all she had graduated from Secondary school and besides Boja meant no harm he only wanted to gift her for her Nice results. so she braced herself and decided to go.

On reaching his house, it was a room apartment, he had already cooked and offered her to eat but she refused on the ground that she just ate before coming.

"Okay, don't worry even if you don't want to eat here, just give me a kiss. At least you owe me that." Boja asked

"Um.. I can't.... "Eva stammered, suddenly Boja kissed her so fiercely that she was shocked. Eva tried to free herself from his grip as she was already afraid of the devouring look in Boja's eyes.

"Eva, please I love you, just help me out this time, just..." Boja said desperately

"No, Please, I have not done this thing before please don't do this. Just let me. go"Eva pleaded.

but Boja won't give up, he tried forcing her. "I will let you go on one condition, just play with my d**k, please Eva I'm already horny " Boja pleaded while gasping for breath.

"After doing it, you would let me go?"

" Yes please " Boja said as he brought out the enormous beast for her

Eva held her tears back as that was the only thing that she could do to escape. She began rubbing it slowly with her hands shivering, while she was doing it, Boja took her mouth and kissed her as if he wants to eat her up. Eva tried stopping but he held her hands tight to his c**k and continued kissing her. Suddenly, he threw her in the bed and tried r****g her. Eva could not take it anymore, she didn't want to shout because it might attract crowd and maybe inflict a stigma in her, So she bit him hard on his cheek and desperately fought her way out.

She simply wiped off her sweat, took her hand bag without looking at the frustrated Boja and went out,out of his house,out of his life.

As she walked, her legs shook. she couldn't believe that he would do that to her.