Chapter 19 Silas' pov I tossed and turned in my bed, willing sleep to claim me, but I knew that, just like every other night, it would be futile. Jax, my wolf, whined within me and I wondered what his problem was. 'Mate, I want our mate." He called out to me and I sighed. He had been like this ever since Elara died and I was unsure how to make him understand that we didn't have a mate anymore. Our mate betrayed the pack and now she was gone forever, no matter how many times I tried to make Jax understand that he just remained hardheaded and unwilling to accept it. 'Go to mate," He called out within me again but I ignored him as I groaned and rose from the bed. I might as well go on a run, the only thing that seemed to calm Jax these days as he was becoming more and more insistent. I

