Chapter 10
893 Words
Sapphire POV*
Its been three weeks since Trent's death and three weeks without my baby girl
When she collapsed from seeing her daddy's body laying there with Sara kneeling over him its was as if she knew already that was all the proof she needed to know he was gone, she had put herself in a coma, Sara checked her pulse when she finally reached us while I was holding her in my arms crying even more..
I've have been cooped up in here, in this room sitting by her bed waiting, holding her hand begging for her to awake up Sara said she'll wake up when its time
"Please phoebe come back to mama I cant loose you too" all she would and still does is whimper and mumble a word out and the only word she says is "daddy"
Sara and Linda run everything now I cant seem to find the courage to go out there after loosing Trent I realized he was right we should have never have gone we should have lived here and he would be alive
but my biological parents would still be suffering at the hands of that monster and no rescue plans would be made to get them out.
Everyday Alpha Roland will knock to see if I need anything and every day I'd respond "no thanks just look after everything outside of this room" he'd grunt then walk away
The first week of having to burn and send the love of my life to the moon, make room for new wolves, try and figure out what is wrong with my daughter, we saw each other in the kitchen we held each others gaze he walked up to me holding on to my arm and told me "we are mates"
'I know that I don't want you' is what ran through my head, I just pulled my arm out of his grasps whispered "not in this life" under my breath and stormed off to Phoebe's room and cried again and again over and over again
All I do lately is cry and it feels like that is all I can do.
I don't like the way he makes me feel or those sparks when we touch I know what it means and what is scarier is the fact that it was stronger than Trent's touch and I will not, I refuse to give into another mate and watch him die like Trent did
I don't want Trent's feeling off my body I want to remember him forever the way he touched me the way he would hold me, what we had, what we have and what we felt for each other, I'm scared that will go away if I give this person a chance.
Sara has put these thoughts in my head, she comes by everyday and says the same thing
"I saw Trent in the moon he watches over you he loves you very much and asks that you don't give up, be happy, do what you have been doing don't loose faith in love remember what he told you" but what I must remember I have no idea
Small whimpers and mumbles pulls me out of my thoughts "daddy no don't go don't leave us don't leave me please"
I lay my one arm above her head and one over her tummy whispering to her quietly and kissing her cheek "its okay baby daddy is with us always will be I miss him to baby girl, please come back to me"
Slowly her body shakes and I feel a hand on my cheek "mommy" more tears of joy pour out "you up phebs your up"
Jumping up leaving her for a minute opening the door "Linda ..... Sara ..... shes awake" I yell hoping they hear me I leave the door and run back to her bed "I'm glad your up baby I missed you i'm sorry I really am your daddy is gone" I choke the words out more tears fall
A hand on my cheek again "It's ok moma I was with daddy, meela and grandpa"
"What did you just say" I quickly turn my heard and see Alpha Roland walking towards her bed "What did you just say" he repeats again but with some kind of tone I don't recognize
Phoebe scoots closer to me, Sara walks past him and stands on the other side of her bed and Linda in front of me "you better watch that attitude Alpha before I do something we both will regret" I say standing up while holding my daughters hand
he slightly bows to us "I'm sorry I thought I heard your daughter say the name Meela"
"I don't care watch what and how you say things when addressing my daug"
" I did say Meela" I hear phoebe say cutting me off I turn to look at her she tips her head side ways trying to get a look at the Alpha in the room but Linda is standing in front of us
"how is that possible" he mumbles to himself Sara clears her throat, "Linda sorry do you mind if I have a word with the three of them quick" Linda turns to look at me smiles towards phoebe then looks at me again I nod my head and smile back..
We all turn to look at Sara when she clears her throat
"Remember when I said I saw Trent in the moon"
I nod
"well what I did not tell you was that he told me a few things but wanted you guys to figure it out first but the way you are fighting I think I should just tell you"
Roland Phoebe and I wait for her to speak.........
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