Sapphire POV*
Have you ever had that feeling when the world is against you?
That everything was to much at a single moment in time, that is how i am feeling right now my world is crashing around me my life is not some fairy tale and everything is real and its happening right now.
I felt the arrows sting as it penetrated my body aching as i fell down but it wasn't me that was hit at the last moment just before I screamed Trent pushed me down and took the hit
I couldn't think anymore it was to much I started whimpering with the slight pain I'm my chest as I got up to my knees Trent laid there not moving my mate bleeding and that was my breaking point
"baby baby wake up please Trent I need you" I whispered as I shook him
He started coughing up blood
"love I.. I.. I lo.. Love y.. y.. ou tell phoebe I.. I.. Love h.. Her to" he managed to say with a stutter while struggling to breath
I screamed and screamed shaking his body violently "ba.. baby please please don't leave me"
"I.. I.. I.. Need you with me Pl.. Please don't go" I screamed carrying on shaking Trent to wake up
"Don't leave me here in this world without you we a family baby baby come back to me please I'm begging you" I started rocking my body my arms wrapped around my knees crying screaming
"what have I done you warned me but... but i never listened" muttering to myself
Why now? why me? why Trent?
Looking up at the sky tears pouring down my cheeks
"moon goddess please please give him back to me I can't be in this world without him give me back my mate Pl.. Please"
This can not be happening!!!!
I'm so up in thought not realizing whats happening around me I feel a hand on my shoulder shocks running through I can't believe it she answered my prayers she sent Trent back to me to phoebe to his mom my family
Looking down "yes baby wake up wake up" I whisper only noticing he is still laying there not moving blood all over his chest I move forward and laid his head on my lap rocking slowly I feel my wolf pushing through she wants her mate
Looking up to the hand that was on my shoulder it was Alpha Roland "please help me, help me bring him back I can't live in this God forsaken world without him" I say to him
He kneels down
"Sapphire his gone angel his with the moon goddess now, we need to leave its not safe" he tells me I look around and they all have created a circle around me and Trent's body some have tears, some looked shocked, some don't even care
"I.. I.. I can't can't leave him here" I used all my strength to stand up feeling light headed all of a sudden Alpha Roland grabs my arm trying to steady me there's those shocks again
Pulling my arm as if it got burnt I look directly at him "don't touch me ju.. Just don't touch me you are not my mate I don't like been touched" I tell him
He looks taken back some hurt showing in his eyes but what does he expect I've just lost the love of my life, my mate, the father of my daughter.
Oh s**t how.. how do I tell them? his mom? my family? our daughter?
"I'm taking him home" I whisper I don't care who hears or not I lean forward and try to pick him up but no avail I can't, I look around but I don't see anything I use
I look up to the sky and scream "are you happy now you've taken almost everything from me you've taken the love of my life to" taking a deep breath
"what do you want from me huh WHAT"
"Sapphire if you allow it us thirds would carry him for you it would be our honor " I hear someone behind me say I slowly turn and look at this guy behind me a slight smile on my face
"thank you it would help I need.. I need to take him home so our.. Our daughter can say goodbye his mom can say goodbye"
Taking another breath "my family to say goodbye, send his body back to the moon"
The thirds step forward towards Trent's body bending down to show respect for the fallen they kneel saying a few words before they lift his body up
I couldn't, I just couldn't hold in my tears any longer I crack and begin to sob again my knees feeling weak, I stumble forward pushing my arms out to take the impact of the fall but it never came someone caught me by my waist pulling me into there chest holding me tight
"it's okay I got you, you can do this take us to your home"
I begin to carry on crying hiccuping here and there
"shu shu it's okay, your OK"
That voice whispers again me holding on for dear life as I take a step forward not saying a word as the tears continue to pour every step I took so did the others...
As i saw the hidden door i couldn't help but run and scream shout
"Sarah"
"MOM"
"Sarah"
As the door open Sarah came out rushing towards me grabbing me into a hug hold
"your ok my child your ok"
"i saw him before he went to the moon"
"Don't be sad child he is with his dad safe in the arms of the Goddess"
"He said to tell you"
Leaning forward she came to whisper in my ear
"he loves you to the moon and back and to not shut people out its not your fault his dad death or his and anything is possible"
My mom came running towards me as i looked up at Sarah how did she know the conversation him and i had we hadn't been home yet....
How is she so calm? She just lost her son?
She left me as i cried into my moms shoulder looking through my glassy eyes i watched as Sarah stepped towards her sons body that was placed onto the ground she went to her knees pressed her forehead to his and whispered something, she looked unto the sky
"Thank you Goddess" she all but whispered tears running down her cheeks
She looked to the warriors/thirds "Thank you, thank you for bringing him home"
The door opened once again and my beautiful daughter came out looking towards me then to Sarah then her eyes fell upon the laying body on the floor
"Daddy? Daddy?"
She looked at me again and the next thing she was laying on the ground, my heart raced as we all rushed towards her..........