Illusion

I was feeling numb. Should i believe in myself. I feeling my heartbeat, it is normal. But why i can feel another heart. Near, very near. Its like is a new beat but i know her. The reflection i am seeing is new. Is this reality or anything else? Suddenly i am feeling calm, absolute. I slowly opened my eyes. Back in the old town, old smell, i guess reality. A tear drop slide out my eye. I don't know the reason. I think i have to go to him again. I need to know my feeling, reason behind my tears, heart beat. But the question is where can i find him? I guess its time to go to our soul (garden) after so many years. What are you saying, it should be open", I said. "No mam, it's a private property. We are not allowed to open it," the janitor said. "I know the owner. He never allows it to close." "But ma..." "Vayama" A familiar voice came through my ear. He hugged me. The smell of the perfume made me realize the sense of my old home, 'Hilu' "You are the same, as warm as then"he was saying, crying. A storm of emotions was coming through my body. After so many years, I found my way through my old home 'hilu.