As expected Matthew does not handle the divorce petition well. It took a few weeks to prep the file. This morning the lawyer's assistant called me to warn me that my ex would be served today. “After all, I’ve done for you, Ayla. This is how you repay me! You will regret this.” He screams at me through the phone. When I saw it was his number I recorded the call, let him rant, then hung up. I shoot a text with a copy of the recording to my lawyers and let them work it out. That’s why they get the big bucks. I have more important things to worry about. It’s been 3 weeks since I saw a doctor and while this whole pregnancy thing still seems surreal at times, you can definitely tell now. I rub my rounding belly and wait for the nurse to call us back. Jay insisted on coming to this appointment

