The next morning, I wake after the best night of my entire life. I can’t believe I ever compared Jay to my monster ex-husband. Where Matthew’s idea of love was suffocating and controlling. When Jay loves he gives his whole heart and soul. I turn toward my lover, and can’t help gently running my fingers through his hair. His eyes flutter open. “Good morning, gorgeous.” “Good morning, handsome.” He pulls me toward him and kisses the top of my head. “I want nothing more than to worship every inch of your delicious body again, but I should brush my teeth first.” He hops out of bed. I unashamedly watch his tight backside walk to the bathroom. “Enjoying the view?” I call over his shoulder.” “abso-bloody-lutly” I sing back. He gives his butt a wiggle for me. Nice. I follow a minute

