Diary of Secrets (bxbxbxb)

Chapter 3

Warning

!s****l content ahead!

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After dinner mom went upstairs bidding us all a goodnight, Sebastian and Damon were on dish duty so Dakota and I went upstairs to get ready for bed. 

"Want the bathroom first?" He asked as he dug through his heaps of clothes around his side of the room.

"No, it's okay..you can go first" I replied playing with the hem of my shirt, observing his behind. He stood up straight and I lifted my eyes to his and he smiled at me. 

"Thanks Jacey" he ruffled my hair as he passed by to get into the bathroom closing the door. I don't know why mom couldn't get a bigger house so I could have my own room and bathroom. I know, I sound like a spoiled brat, I mean we have our own bathroom in our room. The hallway bathroom's shower sucks butt, we replaced our shower head with one of those big ones that make it feel like a waterfall on your head.

I took a seat at my desk and texted my best friend asking to hang out tomorrow. I swiveled in my chair waiting for a reply. Matt texted me back that he could hang out tomorrow, so i'm happy to get out of the house. I pulled out my headphones and my homework for the weekend and began working on it. I was bobbing my head to the music and noticed the bathroom door open and steam rolled out. Dakota came out with just a towel wrapped around his waist and water trickling down his toned chest and stomach. My mouth watered at the sight, I wanted to lap up the water with my tongue. I mentally shook my head, don't gawk, jeesh Jace. I lifted my eyes to his face and noticed he was staring at me, looking like he was waiting for a reply of some sort. I took out one of my headphones "Sorry, what?"

"I said it's your turn" he flicked my forehead. I pouted and took out my other headphone, turning off my phone and gathering my clothes for after my shower. With one last glance at his bare backside I shut the door quietly before undressing and jumping in the already warm shower. I quickly washed my hair and body before wrapping myself in a big fluffy towel before changing into my pj bottoms and oversized sleep shirt. I walked out of the bathroom drying off my hair and seen Dakota laying shirtless on his bed with an arm under his head and his phone in the other hand scrolling. I trailed my eyes over his stomach once more before throwing the towel in my dirty laundry bin. 

"Done with the light?" I asked and he hummed in response so I went over and flicked the light off. It turned dark besides the glow from Dakota's phone. I cautiously walked back to the ladder of my bed and climbed up quickly, snuggling into my blanket once I situated. I turned on my side, peeking through the bars to stare down at Dakota. "Night Kota" I said softly. He peered up at me, although I don't know if he could see me, but he smiled. 

"Night Jacey" he clicked off his phone and set it on his bedside table. After my eyes adjusted to only the moonlight softly glowing in the room, I could make out his figure laying on his side facing toward me. I watched his steady breathing for a few minutes. I long to be held in his arms while falling asleep, but I wrap my own arms around myself to suffice the feeling. Soon sleep overcomes me.

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I wake up with a jolt looking down at Dakota, he's still sleeping. The sun is slowly rising, make the room fill with light. I ignore my boner, I don't want to jack off with him in the room, especially when he could wake up at any moment. I quietly and quickly hurry and grab my pen from my desk then get back up on my bed grabbing my comp book. I bend my knees and quickly write down my next entry.

'Dear Diary,

I had a steamy dream last night about Dakota. It started off back when we were sitting on the recliner together watching a movie. I wiggled around before he encased my waist with his arms and whispering in my ear "Don't move around too much Jacey or you'll get me excited" . My boner was instant and his eyes quickly caught it and then his hands ghosted over my growing erection "I see that you're already excited" his lips brushed against my ear before licking from my lobe to the top and then lightly blowing on it. I shivered and grinded into him. He slipped his hand into my sweatpants and grabbed ahold of my d**k and started to jerk me off. My moans slipping out as I glance to where the twins were supposed to be sitting but they weren't there. His hot breath was blowing over my shoulder. "You're so sexy Jacey baby" he whispered nibbling on my ear, moving his hand faster on my shaft. Right before I came is when I jolted awake. God, how I wish that actually happened. My boner still won't go down. Doesn't help I keep thinking about the dream. But today, I am hanging out with Matt at the mall, so I can get away from the house. It will be nice to get away from the surrounding of hotness. 

Until next time, yours truly Jace'

I start thinking of disgusting things to make my boner go away, eventually it does and I put my pen and diary back under my pillow before making my way down to my dresser and grabbing out some skinny jeans, tshirt and beanie. I put my deodorant on and change in the bathroom. I walk out and see Dakota still snoozing away. I stay a minute and admire the way his eyelashes rest against his cheeks. My body moves on it's own and I lean over and press a gentle kiss on his head. I quickly leave the room and head downstairs to grab a granola bar from the pantry. Damon and Sebastian are already eating some cereal at the dining room table.

"Good morning" I told them both and when they greeted me back I continued "I'm going to Matt's and we are going to the mall, I'll see you guys later" I smiled and walked out of the house and down two blocks to Matt's. It's nice living so close, I don't have a car yet. I'm hoping my mom will take me up on my suggestion of getting me one for my birthday before I go off to college. It's only a half hour away, but I really don't want to take the bus there and back.

I knock at Matt's door and he opens the door, blonde hair dishelved and grey eyes groggy and in his pj's still. "You're early" he comments, opening up the door more letting me pass by. 

"Early bird gets the worm Matty" he groans "No" 

"Come on, it's 8am, it's not that early...go get dressed, there's some things I want to get at the mall" I shoo him up to his room so he can change. 

"Morning Mr and Mrs Castlerock!" I greeted Matt's parents walking into the kitchen where I heard their chit chat.

"Good morning Jace, how many times do I have to tell you that you can call us by our names" Josie scolds jokingly "We have known you since diapers child"

"Good Morning Josie, Good Morning Tom" I chuckled

"Better" She smiled sipping her coffee

"Morning Jace, what're your boys plans today?" Tom asked

"Just hanging out at the mall today" I leaned against the counter. Matt strolls by grabbing a banana off of the counter.

"Do you have money Mattsy?" Josie asked her son. "Yes mom, I do have a job you know"

"Hunny, I know but I  was just making sure" she got up and pinched his cheek before giving him a kiss there, leaving a lipstick mark. He grimaced and wiped his cheek. "C'mon Ma!" 

"Oops, sorry hunny, I forgot I put it on already" she licked her thumb and started wiping at the mark. He groaned "Like that's any better" I chuckled and grabbed a paper towel and wet it for him before giving it to him.

"Thanks dude" he wiped furiously at his cheek. "Let's jet. Bye mom, bye dad" he said grabbing his car keys. We shuffled out the house to his 2016 blue Mazda 3. I sometimes get jealous that he has a car, but he does have a job to pay for his insurance monthly payments. His parents paid the down deposit and the cars monthly payments, they wanted him to feel independent but not broke. Parenting win, Matt is very responsible with his car, job and money. It took about 15 minutes to get to the mall. 

"Where to first?" He asked as we entered through the doors of the entrance.

"I wanted to pick up some more shirts and pants...then lube" I whispered the last part where it was barely audible.

"Then what?" he questioned., I blushed hardcore.

"Lube" I said a little louder.

"Jace, you minx, are you getting some?" He asked astonished. I groaned "No, but a guy has needs and I want to try it out..." I went back to a whisper. I don't know why I'm embarrassed, it's Matt, we talk about s*x all the time. 

"Don't you need a dildo for that?" he questioned.

"I have that already, I ordered it online, I could not handle the in person buying of that...in fact I should've done it with the lube as well" I slap a hand on my face, it dawns on me that a man buying lube with another male by him usually gives the sign of what he's using it for. 

"Do you want me to buy it for you?" He asked with a laugh, I perk up and look at him with hopeful eyes.

"You'd be the bestest friend ever Matty!" I exclaim hugging him. "Yeah, yeah but you're buying lunch"

"Deal!" then we head to our first store.

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"It wasn't even that bad, the worker barely paid attention" Matt says as he comes out of Spencer's with a bag hanging from his fingers "I even bought some gifts for you too cause I am such an awesome friend who promotes fun safe s*x" 

"What'd you get?" I question with my eyes squinted at him.

"You'll see when you get home" he smiled innocently

 "Pfft, alright what do you want for lunch?" 

"Subway!"

We ate and after we just roamed around the mall. Matt girl watched, trying to get a few numbers. He got a couple. They were pretty. I wish I was as bold as him. Eventually we left the mall and he was driving me home. We were blasting Chase Atlantic on the way home. We pulled up to my house and I gathered my bags.

"Don't forget to tell me how you like your presents!" He winked before pulling off. I shook my head and went inside.

"I'm home!" I yelled out. No one seemed to be home. I checked around the house and the coast was clear. I hurried into my room. I set the clothes bags down on the floor then went up on my bed while opening the bag from Spencer's. I took out the lube and set it aside, I pulled out the other items as well. My face heated. There was a black pair of handcuffs, then I pulled out a box that contained two oval, which I read that one vibrated with the other that was a wireless remote. There was also a small egg thing, I inspected it closer and realized its something to jack off with. The last thing was a vibrating c**k ring. This boy is trying to kill me with embarrassment. I grabbed my phone and texted him a blushing face. 

'You're welcome ;)' was his reply. I have no idea where I'm going to store all this. I already have the dildo I bought under my other pillow. I can't keep storing them under my pillows, that wouldn't be comfortable to sleep on. I put it all back in the bag and just throw it in the corner where I lean against when I read and more recently write in my diary. My phone buzzed again and I pulled it out and read the group text from Dakota. 'At Corrine's for dinner, be home later tonight'  Damon and Bash replied with an 'okay' I didn't bother since they already replied.

I set my phone down and laid in bed thinking about the dream I had last night. With having my room alone for awhile, I rummaged through the bag to grab the egg thing and went into the bathroom to rinse it off quick before going back up into my bed. I grabbed the bottle of lube out and set it by my side. My face burned, jeez why is this so awkward. I shook my head, shimmying my pants and boxers down a little to reveal my semi hard erection. I squirt some lube on the stroker and brought it to my d**k and slipped it over it. I might as well imagine a scenario. I closed my eyes and started to think about my brothers naked bodies surrounding mine, hands wandering around under my clothes. 

My hand mimicked the movements I thought of, going up my shirt and teasing my n****e, while the other lightly began to stroke myself. I imagine them undressing me, kissing every inch of my skin, whispering dirty things they want to do to me. I moaned softly , it definitely felt better than just my hand. I tweaked my n****e, biting my lip as I started to move my hand faster. I imagined Dakota taking me into is mouth his emerald eyes staring up at me. "Mmm Kota" I breathed. The next image in my mind was of Sebastian hovering over me, piercing sapphire eyes staring into me as he stroked my d**k. I tweaked my other n****e "Oh Bash" I moaned softly. I could feel my release building up, I let my free hand fall on to the sheets and fisted it as the last image of Damon came into my mind of him bending me over and thrusting his c**k inside me "f**k Damon" I moaned louder as my release overtook me, spilling into the stroker. I slowed my hand to a stop and blinked rapidly, breathing heavily. Damn, that was one of the best orgasms I've had so far. I awkwardly got off my bed and went in the bathroom and washed up rinsing the stroker flipping it inside out to dry properly. I brought it into the room and decide that the best place was to hide it in my underwear drawer. 

After making sure everything was hidden, I walked out of the room and headed down to the kitchen. I froze as I heard murmurs in the living room. I glanced in to see Sebastian and Damon talking while the tv played in the background. I hope they didn't hear me, that'd be embarrassing as f**k especially moaning their names. I went to the fridge to get a bottle of water and went into the living room, eying the twins as I sat on the recliner.

"Hey Jace, how was the mall?" Sebastian turned to me. No indication that they heard. phew.

"It was good" I answered with a small smile 

"Awesome, we just got back from work, there anything you wanna watch?" Damon asked nodding toward the tv.

"Nah, you guys can choose" I told them softly. They nodded and clicked through Netflix. They chose 'Get Hard' and I settled back in the recliner and felt my eyes get heavy about ten minutes into the movie. I didn't realize how tired I was and soon darkness settled in.