He had no idea of love nor the feeling of being loved. It was only after that junior girl arrived in his life he knew how it feels to love someone and it felt to be loved by someone who truly wants you for who you are. Who loves you unconditionally? He was a loner, he had no idea if he was loved or not but he never felt that warmth before. He might have been loved by anyone else too but he might haven’t noticed. It’s just that sometimes we don’t feel the love of someone unless we want to. Love is a mutual feeling so it won’t get along as long as we respond in return, as long as we love them equally. If we don’t it does not love.
All of sudden there was noise. People were whispering with each other, and he didn’t know why. He saw people gazing upwards at the next story of the building. He did the same and was amazed to see the person standing there with a blissful smile. A smile that might heal every wound in the world, a smile that will give you chills, that will give you a pleasure of eternity, a smile of someone who was said to be not from this world. A smile of Kumari, a smile of GOD. While everyone was joining their hands to pray to kumari, he stayed there amazed by how truly wonderful she was. He wanted to meet God in person and wanted to know more about her. He was just there standing and had no idea of what to do. While there was a sign that she will go inside again, his hands glued together in the traditional way of prayer, and his head bowed with respect to the one whom he might never see again. He might never get to experience it again. His hands joined to do the Namaste to Kumari, and he bowed in the belief of the extraordinary power of the little girl standing before him. His leg felt weak, he was almost unable to stand and he got into knees. He was now in Namaste position with head bowed down and on his knees. Other people were looking at him anxiously but he stayed quiet and in the same position as that for a minute. Then he slowly raised his head towards the second story where the one almighty stands before him. She was now approaching her hand with palm facing to all of the devotees down and it was just above his head. He saw something extraordinary in her eyes and he fell for the world which he saw in her eyes. Even after everything had happened just a movement had passed and it wasn’t even a minute that he had seen her. Everything happened in an instant and she went inside again. He was moved by this extraordinary power that resided within a child hailed as a god.