Cofer held Josey tight throughout the night. She found herself having to wake him so he wouldn’t suffocate her. The third time she woke up, she had a dream that she was drowning. The doctor told her if she slept on her back, she should make sure her head was properly elevated or her belly would shift towards her lungs suppressing her air flow. She sat up and readjusted her pillows, then noticed Cofer was awake.
“Why are you up?”
“I wanted to be inside you again but I also wanted to talk to you. You seem really tired though. So I decided to not bother you.” He whispered.
Josey leaned in and rested her face on his. She put her right leg over his waist and pressed her slit against his hip. He took a deep breath when he felt her warmth against him.
“Is it possible to make love and chat?”
Cofer laughed. “Let’s try. You start.” He turned on his side, so they were facing each other. Josey started telling him about the dinner with her parents. He pressed his length into her slit. He hadn’t entered her but the sensation was driving her wild. She closed her eyes and tried to steady her breath but she had stopped talking.
“What’s wrong? Finish what you were saying.” Cofer squinted and licked his lips. As he watched her silently moan.
He had such a naughty, ‘I know you want me.’ look on his face while he wet his length in her slit.. Josey sighed.
“This isn’t going to work after all.”
She pushed him on his back and climbed on top of him. She kissed him long and hard. Their tongues entangled, each trying to taste the other. Every time their lips touched her heart danced. The flames in his eyes danced slowly. She sat up and rubbed her hands over his biceps and his chest. His body was well sculpted. She could feel all the tight muscles tensing up under her fingertips. She rested her head on his chest then played with hardened n*****s.
He let out the cutest hiss and moan. She wanted to continue to tease him but he held her hips and pushed himself into her. She sat back on his length, he was filling her up. All she could do was repeat his name repeatedly and take in all of him. [Cofer.]
“I feel like I’m melting inside you.” he growled while he watched himself disappear inside of her, while his hands constantly moved between her breasts and hips. “Harder Cofer.” She whispered
“Anything for My Queen.” Cofer sat up and thrust himself hard and fast into Josey. He held her so close that her bouncing breasts pummeled his face.
Then he reached around her hips and gently pressed a finger into her butt. “YES!” Josey yelled out. She lifted herself up higher and asked for more. He inserted one more finger slowly and watched her body tremble. Then she pushed her body forcefully down. She continued to gyrate and pounce fiercely on his length and fingers.
“You like that?” he groaned. All her noises and screams kept him over the verge of cumming.
“It feels so good Cofer!” She wrapped her arms around his neck. He rubbed his fangs across her shoulder lightly tearing her skin.
“f**k YES! I’m cumming!”
Cofer could barely breathe, her heat had engulfed him minutes ago and he was just trying to hold on for the ride. The moment she climaxed she put so much pressure on his pelvis, he thought she was going to break him. He wrapped his free arm around her waist and pressed his fangs deep inside of her. She followed behind him, pressing hers’ between his neck and shoulder. Their bodies continued to jerk and writhe as they drank each other's blood.
He removed his fingers from her and collapsed onto the bed. Josey steadied herself then rolled over and laid next to him. The light of day gently pushed through the curtains of their room but all she could see was impending doom.
She took a deep breathe then spoke the words that had been weighing heavy on her heart over the past 5 weeks or so,
“In all honesty. I was terrified that I had lost you. “ Josey said while staring up at the ceiling.
“I couldn’t sense you. I was having random night terror or images about you being in mortal danger. You are my world and you intentionally left me. No kisses. No approximate return time. No, I love you. Not even a goodbye left your lips. Just a letter, robotically regurgitated by Lincoln.
I get it. I lied. I want, nay need, Valin. When Sueli is sad, my world seems fake. I literally feel like just ten percent. Just a fake storefront, pretending to be a luxury shopping mall. I’m not even the portion that hones the vampire soul. “ Tears started to run down her cheeks like mini waterfalls. Cofer sat up in the bed, his words and heart caught in his throat.
“f**k!” Josey yelled at the top of her lungs. She covered her eyes with her arm. He leaned over to hold her. “I’m not done. Don’t touch me.” She wiped away the tears using her arm.
“I want to fill my ten percent with you, but the chances of me dying once I give birth are super high. How can I love you when I can’t even exist without him? Uh? Like Sueli, find someone else? Love someone else? I don’t even have the right to say that! You f*****g know that!”
“Please Josey. Stop, I hear you. Please stop!” Cofer started to cry too. He had already realized how utterly stupid his complaints and anger were but he didn’t even think on the level she did. He was worried about his heart, his pains and despair.
Josey reached over to the night stand and took out a handkerchief. Cofer sat silent behind her, ready to embrace her once she accepted him. “I haven’t been in control of this life since I turned 18. There’s always a higher bidder.” Josey wiped her face then blew her nose. “What’s funny is that I became angry because the s*x was epic. It’s always mind blowing but this morning, last night. I couldn’t have felt you, all of you, without her. The thought of never kissing your lips, touching you, hearing you talk about loving me in the most unemotional voice. I don’t ever want to be without that! I owe her. The least I can do is find a way for her to have what she wants, so I can fully enjoy what I have.”
She turned around to him, eyes swollen, “Okay…..I’ll take that hug now.” Cofer threw his arms around her. He repeatedly apologized. Josey had been lingering between life and death since she was afforded a second chance in this world and he took that for granted. Even though he had to make the trip to Hacium, he could’ve gone through the motions before he left. “Damn it.” Cofer whispered to himself. He did not want to see her like that again.
Afterwards they held each other without speaking. Josey didn’t want to cry anymore. Either things worked out or they didn’t. The chances had always been steady at fifty percent.
Fifteen minutes later, Cofer mind-linked Lincoln and Shion and asked them to bring them lunch and to leave the cart outside of the door.
Once the food arrived and Josey ate her fill of dewberry cream cheese on a baguette and bananas, she realized they had a lot more crying to do. A lot more needed to be said and they weren’t things to get excited about. While she was in deep thoughts, Cofer’s hands caught her eyes. They were more calloused and rougher than before.
She took his right hand and placed it against her cheek. He watched her with intense eyes as she placed his thumb in her mouth then moaned. He inhaled deeply while his length stood at attention almost immediately. After the emotional breakdown his wife just had he wanted to hold her and take his time loving her. They made their way back to the bed.
He laid behind her after putting a pillow down to rest her stomach on, then he readjusted so that she laid on his arm. Even though they couldn’t see each other, she was in the perfect position. He entered her behind. He continuously kissed her neck and shoulder while she sucked on his fingers and laid kisses up his biceps. He wanted to try to be gentle enough to only make love to her as a human. The position made him remember how small her frame was . She may have large breasts and shapely hips but she was still a petite and fragile woman.
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“Josey. I love you so much. I feel like I don’t say it as often as I feel it. I can’t live with you. So I guess, we are going to be scared together.” He said then kissed her lips.
Josey finished telling him about the dinner and discussion with her parents. He understood. He didn’t want to but the chances of them winning a fight were less than two percent. But the chances of the children and.or Josey dying while they went off to war was closer to sixty percent.
“s**t Josey. I’m sure we can arrange play time with at least Amasai.”
Over the course of the night and into the next day they talked about their journey’s. The things that they were sure they would die from. The intense fears they faced, thinking they may never see the other again. Their conversations were full of tears and support. Neither experienced happiness while they were a part.
They laid in bed having s*x and reading various books for three days. They’d read then discuss the books and if they felt the same way about the book, they would have s*x. If they disagreed about whether the book was good or not or the reason why the author wrote the book they would wrestle or tickle fight and then have s*x. If it was possible to get pregnant while pregnant, Josey would be having several babies.
In the end they agreed that they were better together, whether it be in life or death. With that sentiment Cofer laid out his plans for the coming week. Their connection was strong. He also promised to never close off their mind-link again.