Ellie I stare at Zane, and of course, my stupid heart has to skip again. He is still shirtless and I control my eyes from wandering. What would have happened if this were a normal world?. Just fall in love with the boy you like and everyone is happy for you? The guy silently pulls me into his chest and I don't resist. It's so warm and I love the feeling our contact provides. He is so big and comfortable. Why can't he be mine? "Why does it hurt so much? I don't understand anything?" I whisper between sniffles. "I know baby. I am sorry" Zane murmurs and gently presses a kiss on my head. "No. You are not." I hit Zane's chest and try pushing him away, but he doesn't let me go. "You are going to marry her. What about me?" At this point, I don't even know why I am crying or why I am reacti

