where will we go if we always blame?

When you have spent so long seemingly looking like your progressing to the world when infact your not. Lazy and undeterred What do you tell them, then? What do you tell yourself ? Sometimes I cannot fathom how one can seem to look as if they have done it all, seen it all when in truth We're stuck Scared and lost Because Trying is hard Trying knowing that perhaps it might not be enough or it might not be enough for our expectations ? But how can it be compared to atleast pushing yourself Atleast you'd be willing? And how does one dictate their outcome without even trying. We as humans tend to see dissapointment and failure as a massive fallout when in truth if you would analyse carefully One would realise.. It is the grand release The grand reflection An introspection of one's self which is not acquired in a days time or any normal day atleast. It is not everyday that one would push themselves entirely to their full potential without failure. Failure It is vile infact it is a necessity to every being To a successful businessman To an established lady or a growing family. We do not stop growing neither do we stop learning to live Just because we can walk? We can talk? Is it even relevant if one cannot bring themselves to improve or achieve better after failure. It is not it shall not March 6 1937 Valentina tershkova was Born. A woman well known today because of the name she had made for herself. The ambitions she had as a young girl Not that she was a woman with advantage Because she was white? Not in that society, in that era A womans colour did not matter If she were a woman then she was a woman A woman without brilliance To make children and support her husband Or to be a spinster with no rank Or respect It would be an absolute audacity if one would assume Just because she were white? We do not know her today because of the pity she had for herself Of being a woman without opportunity Of being Russian Of being raised by a single mother We know her Because she worked above judjemnent Above rules, she did not criticize the law She showed her capabilities She presented us woman She made a platform A unity.. Between man and woman Opportunity without question because of gender She did not wait for change She did not blame the time Time cannot change It can be challenged. She presented herself as change She became the first woman To make history for the woman of the world not for her alone To orbit in space alongside a man in a near distance For 2 days 24 hours and 15 minutes in space. Just imagine the courage that takes to make one's self present themselves in a manner that they know suits them? So who are you a man or woman to blame People. In this society? Which society which cannot even crucify you for sin? For being gay? Unless you live in an oppressive country Well What excuse? When people strive even in poverty Even in impossible situations? With even those who do fight Have courage Have persistentce Even though the battle seems to not be in their favour? Why do you look for excuses for faults that you have made? Why do you shield yourself behind something or someone Because what Transparency is weak? what is the parliament without it What is a healthy weeding What is going to the hospital to receive treatment then recover Is it not true Is it not transparent It is not possible Do you still say it wrong to fail or it is an opportunity for one's self to improve ? Certainty we do not learn to walk immediately when we are born. That is all.