At his disposal

Chapter 17 - Don’t test me

Nathalie POV

My friends were way too drunk by now and the only one who wasn’t was deep in conversation with the school hottie in the corner furthest away. I took another sip of my drink and sighed as I rested back into the chair enjoying the last of the night and the dance going on before my eyes. It had been such a wonderful evening of smiles, tears of joy, positive vibes, love, and laughter. Everything you could wish for as an era was coming to its end. It was almost midnight and I let myself indulge in the feelings before having to say goodbye to everyone.

“Can I have this dance my lady?”

A soft and raw voice interrupted my thoughts as a hand was lend out in front of me to take. I looked up into those beautiful golden-brown eyes in astonishment and surprise that he was really here. And I could see that it was his plan all along by the smirk on his face.

“Why are you here already, I thought I should just meet you in the parking lot” I let out.

“You want me to leave?” he asked teasingly still with a smirk playing on his lips and his hand out for me to take. I shook my head as I felt the heat in my cheeks.

“No, please don’t” I stuttered and grabbed his hand as he swept me off my chair and led me onto the dancefloor.

“I can’t dance” I said as I felt my cheeks now burning under his penetrating quirky gaze.

“Then it’s good I’ll lead, and you just have to follow” he whispered into my ear as he pulled me close putting one arm tightly around my waist to keep me in place while the other still holding my hand. He lifted me a little off my feet and placed me on top of his own feet and then we swayed across the dancefloor as if we were flying. His movements were so confident and smooth, and I felt like the luckiest girl alive being this close to him. I rested my head on his chest as we kept moving and felt the heat and his heartbeat raising at the contact. He leaned his head down to me and placed a kiss on my hair as he whispered

“Should we get out of here?”

Not wanting this moment to end or break the contact between us I kept silent just nodding my head in confirmation. He slowly put me down from his feet and placed a stray of hair behind my ear as he looked me deep into the eyes with some emotion I couldn’t read. Was it fascination, care, lust?

“Go say your goodbyes, I’ll wait in the parking lot” he said putting a peck on my cheek and walking towards the exit. I turned to look around the room and found the girls chattering in the corner and Marie and the hottie had joined them.

I walked towards them and as I reached them, they all looked up at me with smirks on their faces, but silence had fallen amongst them. I felt myself blushing a little again. Had they seen Alexander and I on the dancefloor. Alice was the one to break the silence.

“Go get him tiger, or else I will!” she winked at me as Marie tuned in.

“Just remember to be safe girl, I’m not ready to be an aunty” she teased at me and the blush from before had turned into a serious burn in my cheeks. Normally I was so comfortable about my sexuality and s*x in general. It was to be the most natural thing and no shame attached to it. But here in public and when it came to Alexander it just felt too private. Maybe because I actually felt so unsure of where we stood because we had not gone there yet and I was starting to feel insecure.

“Don’t worry guys, I’m not even sure he wants to go there” I said as I shrugged my shoulders.

“Don’t be silly girl I saw the way he looked at you” Emma said rolling her eyes.

“Even I could see how much he wanted to bone you.” Sofie tuned in giving me a comforting smile and taking my hand in hers even though she looked all shy and blushing just by talking about this.

Then all of a sudden, the hottie at Marie’s side interrupted our moment.

“I think the only thing you need to worry about girl is if you even make it to the car before it happens” he said grinning at me receiving a slap over his arm by Marie as they all started laughing and I couldn’t help but join in on them.

“I love you guys! And you, hottie over there, you are welcome to join in” I said as I opened my arms for a group hug, and they all came into my embrace.

“Name is Carlos” the hottie said with a smirk as we let go of each other and I smiled at them all waving as I left for the parking lot.

As I reached the parking lot, I saw Alexander leaning across his big black SUV waiting for me, piercing me with his gaze. I felt goosebumps all over and I wasn’t quite sure if it was because of the cold weather and the breeze touching my bare arms or if it was because of the way he looked at me.

“Did I tell you just how stunning you look tonight” He said as I closed in on him.

I blushed and shrugged my shoulders “Oh you mean this? This is nothing just my everyday look” I said with a smirk, turning around before him to give him the full view.

“Get in the car now or we want make it out of the parking lot young lady” He said in a stern voice but with lust dripping from his tone.

“Or else what? What are you going to do?” I asked lifting a brow at him with a smirk on my lips as I crossed my arms in front of me. I knew it would make my boobs pop in just the right way giving me the dreamiest cleavage in this gown, and that was exactly my intention.

I watched as his jaw tightened and he started to move towards me closing the last bit of space between us.

“Don’t test me baby, I’m using every last bit of restraint here” he whispered into my ear his lips creasing just below my earlobe as a shiver ran down my spine.

“Then don’t” I whispered and with that he grabbed my waist lifting me up bridal style and put me into the passenger’s seat of the car, buckling me in, closing the door and moving around to get into the driver’s seat.

I felt a disappointment rush over me combined with frustration. It was dead silent in the car, and I felt how my mood dampened the whole atmosphere…