Alpha Alec

Chapter 21 (Letters)

Sarah

My wolf is begging me to go back she wants to be with mate but I ignore her. Once I reach pack boarders my wolf is howling in pain she’s trying to gain control of my body but I keep pushing her back down. Once I take that step he’ll know I left pack lands and into unclaimed territory. I take a deep breath and take a step out of the boarders.

I felt tremendous pain shoot thru me and I cried out in agony I heard a loud roar that shook the ground and I knew it’s Alec. My wolf was whimpers we can felt the mate bond sever. The last thing I saw before I blacked out was Liam.

Alec

I’m frantically looking for my mate. No one has seen her and I’m starting to worry. I can’t scent her and I don’t feel her wolf either. I growl to myself for leaving her what if someone took her I’ll never forgive myself if something happens to her.

“Maybe she went to her room” Sierra says 

I rush to our room with her family following behind me. I open the door and her dress is on the floor I go to the bathroom maybe she’s in there changing but she’s not. Once I go back to the room I see Will holding out a letter. I see her sisters and Derik have one too.  

It says to my mate I open it with shaky hands

Dear Alec Hunter 

I never wanted a mate and to be honest the thought of having one terrified me. I never felt like I could trust anyone especially when you have something no one else has they tend to abuse it. My father and mother truly loved eachother and I thought I could never have that but then you came alone and brought down my walls. I fell for you Alec with all my heart I really did. For once in my life I was truly happy and all I wanted was a future with you. Maybe along the way we could’ve been a family with a bunch of pups running around. But it was just a fantasy a dream. You made promises you never intended to keep. I know now that I have to let you go and let you live your life the way you want. I hope you find happiness with whom ever you want. But I won’t be second choice to your whores. 

I Luna Sarah Smith of the Illumines Pack here by renounce all ties with the pack and reject King Alec Hunter as my mate. Please accept my reject and end all ties.

I promise to never come back and in return don’t look for me.  Let me go

-Sarah

I Roooaaar out in pain my Lycan taking over of my body. I won’t let you go Sarah I’ll look for you till the end of times and I don’t care who I have to kill to find you. I’ll burn the entire world just to get you back. You’ll be punish for even thinking you can escape. I love you and I’ll f*ck you till you believe me.

Third Person

Alec shifted into his Lycan. He was massive and covered in fur yet he still obtained some of his human features. His Lycan was hard to control so he hardly ever shifted unless it was necessary. He roar and howled at the lost of his mate. Alec and his Lycan refused to accept the rejection so the mate bond was still in tack but it was brittle.

Everyone watched as Alec lost control. They were all frozen in place they've never seen a lycan before especially one as big as Alec lycan. 

Alec and his Lycan couldn’t take the pain so they left hoping they could find their mate and bring her back. Will followed behind him fear of what he might do. The last time Alec completely shifted he almost killed his entire pack. He worried he might go feral without his mate. 

Derik opened his letter and read it

To my best friend 

I want to say goodbye and sorry. My life would’ve been a mess without you. You always know what to say or do to make me feel better. You and me against the world since kindergarten but now it’s you and Will against the world. That’s why I didn’t tell you I was leaving because if I did then you would’ve tried to followed me but I couldn’t let you do that to Will. He truly loves you and you love him. Take care of each other and please forgive me. I will miss you but I need to do this for by myself. 

-Love Sarah

P.s. Tell Will if he ever hurts you I’ll Kill him.

Derik couldn’t believe his best friend abandon him. She was right tho if she told him of her plans he would’ve followed her or at least tried to stop her. Derik ran his fingers thru his hair he was so confused. Why did she leave? Wasn’t she happy? What happen? So many questions and no answers. He knew one thing this was all Alec fault he must’ve done something to upset her. He suddenly felt rage and anger towards Alec for hurting his best friend. 

    Sierra and Sam held on to each other as they read the letter together.

To my Sisters

I don’t want you to worry about me. I’ll be fine! I know you both might be confused and sadden by my decision to leave but just know that I have my reasons. I don’t want to burden you with my problems. Sierra you already sacrificed your 20s to raise me and Same. Mom and dad would be proud of you! But I think it’s time you focus on your own family. I know you’ll be a great mom. Tell Jason he better watch over you and my niece. I don’t know if I’ll be there to watch her grow up but tell her that aunti Sarah loves her. As for you Sam I know you’ll be the best Luna out there. You lead with your heart and you are brave, funny, and smart. The Shadow Moon Pack is lucky to have you as a Luna.

Please don’t be upset with me but if you are I understand. You’ll always be my sisters even tho you don’t carry my blood. Take care of each other and the pack. 

Sierra and Sam felt so many emotions reading this letter. Sarah was always secretive and at times they felt like she was hiding something but they never confronted her. She wasn’t their blood but they loved her and treated her as if she was.

Sierra remember the time she heard her parents arguing. Sarah just turned 5 and she’s been living with them for 2 years.

.....................flashback..................

It was in the middle of the night and I heard my mom crying. My parents were arguing and yelling which was strange because they never like to raise their voice at each other. I got out my room and went to go check on them. Their bedroom door was slightly open. I saw my mom crying and holding Sarah in her arms covered in a blanket. Sarah looked tired like if she just ran a 10 mile marathon. 

“What are we going to do?” My mother cried out 

“I...I..I don’t know” my father looked worried

“Should we take her to the Alpha?” My mother ask

“No!!! You know the history of the white wolf. We can’t trust no one! She’s only a child! Our child and I won’t risk her getting hurt.” My father barked out

“Your right we must protect her and keep her safe. My child she’s only five and so fragile but yet so strong.” My mother caress Sarah cheeks. 

“I’ll train her..I’ll train her harder than I ever trained anyone in my entire life. I’ll teach her how to shift and protect herself. She’ll be fine I promise you. No one will hurt our baby.”

“What about the girls?”

“Will tell them when the time is right but for now it stays between us.”

My mom nods in agreement. 

They didn’t even notice me standing by the door.

................end of flashback.......................

Sierra always wonder what they were taking about that night? She was so young and didn’t understand half of the things they were saying but now she wonder if it was about Sarah. Is she a white wolf?