Alpha Ben: The Broken Alpha (The Lubartown Series) Book 2

Chapter 4: Miscarriages & Affairs

(s****l Content)

A Few Months Later

Ben

I had returned from my business trip and stopped by the jewelry store to get my wife a gift; Savi had gone ahead a day before, as we hid our affair. I also stop at the flower shop to get my wife a nice bouquet along with the bracelet I had purchased; I sit in my car in the parking lot, outside the mall, wondering how I got myself into this. I loved Summer, but I was also drawn to Savi; I couldn't explain it, and I couldn't stop. I reached the alpha's house, and I couldn't wait to meet up with Summer; she greeted me by the door, planting a kiss on my lips. She loved my gift, and I went to my home office, seeing Rush busy on the phone with one of our investors. He filled me in on the last few days, and Jinx, my gamma, was out on the football field training with his team, as he was the college coach.

Later that afternoon, after school was out, Jinx joined us for a brief meeting; he looked at me and mind-linked me, "We need to talk." I nodded and finished up the meeting before Rush left us alone; I had planned a nice dinner with my wife and wanted to get the talk over with. Jinx was Hazen's older brother, and he said, "I know about you and that b***h Savannah," and I looked at him, shocked, and asked, "Who else knows?" He said, "As far as I know, only me, but this needs to stop; you will lose Summer if this continues," and he left. He was right, I needed to break this off with Savannah before it gets out of hand; I can't lose Summer, she was my everything, I just wish she were strong enough to carry my pups and stop having miscarriages. I went to dinner and hung out with Summer; we even decided to watch a late-night movie when she gave me the news about her pregnancy again, and I was happy.

I decided I definitely needed to break things off with Savi, and for the first time in a long time, we made it past the first trimester, and things were looking up for us. I was at the doctor with Summer running some tests, there was nothing wrong with her, and we were stumped at why she kept having miscarriages. She lost our pup two weeks ago, and this was a check-up; I couldn't let her see how devastated I was, but I was also frustrated. We wanted to have kids badly, but she was never carrying to term, and I shouldn't be upset, but I was wondering if I made a mistake mating a wolfless woman. I couldn't let her see how disappointed I was with the situation, and we talked about adoption, which was an option for us. We went into our bedroom, and I held her until she fell asleep; Rush felt bad about the situation, and I eventually dozed off until I heard a mind-link coming through from Savi.

She wanted to talk, and I decided to take the opportunity to break it off with her so I could focus on Summer and our infertility issues. I had gotten tested, and everything was fine with me, but something wasn't adding up; Savi was watching TV, and I sat next to her on the bed, saying, "We need to end things; we can't keep doing this to Summer." Savi looked at me and said, "No, we have something going here; I can give you a pup, Ben, take the burden off of Summer, her body cannot handle it." I said, "No," and got out of bed, but Savi blocked my path in a flash; she kissed my lips and grabbed my c**k. I pushed her off, but she said, "Stop fighting me, you know you want this," and I felt lightheaded; I got hard, and my breathing increased as she knelt, taking my c**k in her mouth.

We ended up on the bed as I buried my c**k deep; I pushed her legs back, pounding away before lying on my back, and she rode my c**k just how I loved it. I was lost to pleasure, and it felt amazing, like we were mates, which always confused me; I moaned and groaned at the s****l feeling, saying, "You're so f*****g tight, you feel so good, baby." The bed rocked and creaked, and Savi moaned and called out my name in ecstasy; our moans drowned out the noise of the TV. Savi was enjoying herself, throwing her head back; she moaned, "I can give you a pup, Ben, just f**k me, c*m inside me." I flipped her again, and I felt my release approaching as I thrust faster and harder deep inside her; the slapping of skin echoed in the room. Savi started to shake with another orgasm and looked at me, saying, "I want your pup, Ben, please give me your pup," her voice trembled with the orgasm that ripped through her, but I wasn't ready to give her a pup, so I pulled out cuming in my hand.

I rolled off Savi, and we lay next to each other, catching our breath; she rested her head on my chest and asked, "Why do you keep pulling out? You promised I would carry your pup, Ben," before I picked up a familiar scent again and looked at the bedroom door; I could have sworn I smelled Summer. I got dressed quickly, it was almost three in the morning, and I rushed back to the bedroom, and I stood over Summer waiting to see if she was awake, but she was still asleep. I sigh in relief and rush into the shower; I turn the water on, letting it run over my skin, and I hit the wall in anger because I f****d Savi again when I was so adamant I wanted to end things. I got into bed and put my arms around my wife, kissing the back of her head, regretting once again that I had failed her, I was having an affair with her best friend, and I had no idea how to end things and fix this.

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Summer

We had started talking more about kids, and Ben thought it was time we tried again, and I agreed, but I kept having miscarriages, and it was frustrating and painful. Ben started avoiding me more because I was failing at giving him an heir, which was important for any pack Alpha. I lost my fourth pup two weeks ago, and we decided to take a break; the doctor said nothing was showing up in any of our tests that would cause a miscarriage. Ben said nothing but, "Thanks, doc," and walked out, not even holding the door for me; we drove back in silence, and I could feel his anger. I don't know if it was towards me; I said, "I tried," and he said, "It's fine," and held my hand, saying, "We can adopt if nothing else works." When we got home, we held each other, and I fell asleep, but I woke up around two in the morning, and he wasn't in bed, so I went to look for him.

I wanted to comfort him and let him know we could get a surrogate; it just came to me in a dream, and this was the best option for us because he wanted a biological child. I went downstairs, and the pack house was quiet; everyone was in bed, and I got a glass of juice before heading back to bed. I was about to go inside the bedroom when I saw the light down the hall coming from Savannah's room under her door. Her room was soundproof, just like ours, so the TV was probably on. I smiled and decided to go and jump the s**t out of her because knowing her, it was probably a horror flick, I was going to knock, but I opened the door and I froze, the sounds coming out of the room, the moans, the bed hitting the wall, and I knew that I walked in on her having s*x with someone.

I was going to shut the door without interrupting them when I heard my husband say, "You're so f*****g tight, you feel so good, baby," moaning, and she moaned his name. I was shocked and felt my heart break, I walked closer to see if it was really him and they still didn't sense me, I backed away seeing his wedding ring on his hand holding her waist as she rode his c**k, they didn't hear me because of the TV and she was enjoying herself throwing her head back, she moans, "I can give you a pup, Ben, just f**k me, c*m inside me." They never even acknowledged me, so I closed the door and ran back to my room. I didn't know what to expect; my heart was breaking, and I was in shock. As I lay in bed numb, Ben snuck back into the room thirty minutes later, and I closed my eyes pretending to be asleep; he walked over to me and could feel him staring at me before he went into the shower.

He came out later and put his arms around me, feeling sparks from our bond, and I felt so disgusted, but I was so shocked and too tired to do anything. I was silent for a few days, and they acted normal around me, but now that I know the truth, I can see the little things I missed before, the flirting with each other and finishing each other's sentences, Savi willing to do his bidding, and disappearing for hours together, arriving ten minutes apart to throw me off. The touches that people would think are innocent, laughing at the not-so-funny jokes, looking into his eyes, and then he snuck out of bed when he thought I was asleep at least twice a week to go f**k her. They were having an affair right under my nose, and I couldn't do anything; I was trapped because I loved him, and I convinced myself that he was doing this because he wanted a pup.

As the weeks went on, I knew their routine and checked his bank statements; they would go to a private hotel out of town together to avoid being seen. Savannah even told me about a guy she was seeing, and she was in love with him, knowing full well it was Ben; I was disgusted and started distancing myself from her. I was still a slave to his touches, and we were still intimate with each other; he always confessed his love and sent flowers after f*****g Savannah the night before, so I knew this was his guilt. I started reading up on laws to try and find a way out of this, even though I loved him and realized as Alpha, he was entitled to a harem if he wanted to, meaning he could have mistresses if there was a need for an heir. I have mourned my relationship with Savi; she was my former best friend who betrayed me after so many years, and Ben, I was disappointed in him; he broke my heart.