Erin’s POV ** trigger warning. Some parts of this chapter contain descriptive abuse that reader’s may find upsetting ** The night is spent curled up in a corner on the floor, I can’t bring myself to even look at the cot bed anymore, never mind lay on it. My mind keeps replaying the things he did to me over and over again. When I first used the toilet, I was horrified to find the blood between my legs. All my life my parents had drilled into me the importance of not being one of those girls, of saving ourselves until we are married. And here I am, the Alpha’s little plaything. Fat lot of good waiting did for me. This was not how I was supposed to lose my virginity. I spend God knows how many hours rocking against the wall in despair, frustration and anger. I need to remain angry, the o

