My lost world : lost and finding of hope
"OH God today was really busy finally I got sometime to spare on me" Sheena who belongs to a royal family after having completed all her classes enters her bedroom with a cup of tea and sits beside a window, looking outside she says "wonderful what a beautiful view I am having before my eyes which takes away all my sadness and I feel one with the universe." Sheena's villa is situated in the middle of a jungle, and the whole forest is seen from the window of her bedroom, this sight looks even more beautiful when seen during night and really amazes and relaxes her and connects her to her own soul." oh these fireflies all around the forest are giving me a magical feel I just can't resist myself from looking at the sight" with every sip of tea enjoying the beauty of the view Sheena keeps on talking to her soul about the joy that she is having now in her solitude. While she is talking to herself, a wave of sadness ran through her sweet face, Looking at her want a wit sadness anyone could judge that she is definitely missing someone very special and you know she is.. "Mumma I wish you were here, you are the only person in the world who really cared for me, who loved me the way I am, since the day you left me there is one who can understand my feelings,Love you mumma." Sheena is really sad reminding of her mom who left her all alone when she was 8 yrs of old, everyone tried to find her out but unluckly she was never found and truly no one knows about her anything nor the place where she is now. Thinking of her mom. Sheena walks up, keeping the cup aside on a table she takes out a small cassette from her cupboard,Her steps followed her to bed, Taking a comfortable resting position sheena switch on the cassette . "Mumma whenever I listen to your songs i find myself in my magical world, thanks mumma you are still helping me a lot. Your songs gives me my world in my dream". Sheena's mom had recorded her sweet lullaby songs for her when she was a baby, which sheena used to listen everytime she gets into sleep. In the morning Sheena gets out of her sleep very anxiously and restlessly as if she had a bad dream whole night but the truth is that she had no dream the whole night. " Allas, it is not possible, am I dreaming, this can't be true, I had dreamth of my magical world since the day mom left me and it is the only thing which makes me complete and gives me happiness after mom, listening to her songs, I can drive into my world so easily without any efforts of thinking about it whenever I sleep, but this night I had no dream, oh God have I lost my world too like my mom? Sheena is really tensed and worried, she had already lost her mom and now it'still a mysterious thing to wander whether r she will loose her world too or her fortunes had made some magical plans for her. Sheena comes out of her bedroom in a sad mood . While coming down her leg gets a twist and she falls down from the stairs from few steps down and she gives a loud cry of disappointment and despair, tears starts rolling down her lovely cheeks more than physical pain this was the cry of her inner pain and heart break. Hearing her cries all her servants and family members gather around her to find out her worries. "sheena are you okay?" enquired her servant , "Sheena what ails you? Why are you crying like you lost your most precious thing come on it's just a small injury" shouted her uncle, sheena replied " I hate you all I lost everything, I don't want to stay here" she swept her tears got up and ran off from her villa to a church inside the forest. This is the second time when she visited this church, the very first time she came here when she lost her mom to pray for her well being and comeback. After entering the church sheena begged down on her knees before Jesus and in a broken and sad voice she prayed "Jesus I lost everything I lost the sky above me, no its more perfectly the sky deserted me but the truth is I lost, but I know that the universe is still holding my soul and this sky is just a part of universe not the universe, for me you are my universe Jesus, I am really broken, you have to find my lost and I well deserve it, please find me someway to make this broken me beautiful again ".
Disheartened sheena after crying for a long time gets into a long sleep.., while sleeping she travels in a beautiful dream where she meets her mom after a long time.."mom is it you, why are you standing so far from me, come and hold me within your warm arms I just want to hide myself from the truth and this world where I lost you, mumma don't you miss me, take me with you." Her mom dressed in a lovely white gown standing in a soft glow of heavenly light around her, with an beautiful angel like smile on her cheek says" Sheena the only truth that walks with you is that you are magical, if you want to find me then follow your heart and search for your world that is lost, I am waiting for you my angel find me my arms want to cuddle you for so long, trust yourself and discover the undiscover ". After listening to her magical words she feels little better and she renews her fire of hope that is dying within her heart. Sheena says" Love you mumma I found my way and I will soon find u too". Sheena runs towards her mom to hug her but the time she hugs her, she awakes from her deep sleep with the ringing of the church bell. Sheena is still sad but not Disheartened this time, she remembers each an every words spoken by her mother which is not less than food of hope to her soul. "Thanks mom for realizing me that way out of our problems lies within ourselves only,". Sheena began to move off from the church but while walking she feels that she had stepped on something, when she looks down to find out, she sees "ohh I stepped on a video-game, I think I had destroyed it by stepping on it, let me check if it is so.." she picks up the game to check whether it is fine or not and luckily it was all good and not destroyed which is little strange "Hey Mr. Video game you are so strong, i have to say it as you had tolerated my sharp heels so finely, let me take you to my villa". Sheena loves playing video games and as she got one now, she carries it to her home. "sheena what's this, you have missed all your classes today, you are a grown up girl now and you should know that your childish behavior no more will be tolerated, never dare you to move out without our permission it's your last warning otherwise be ready for your punishment, frowned her aunt . Sheena without saying a single word comes straight to her bedroom. She locks the door so that no one could disturb her, she sets up her video game, the game starts with a message "Please were your glasses to play this game and find your magical word" she reads the message and wears the eyes glasses that are attached with the game. The moment she wears it and starts the game, she stands astonished "OH my God am I dreaming, I am in my magical world, yeah I am so happy, but I know all this would disappear as soon as I take off my glasses, sheena this is just a virtual reality game that you are playing, it's a shadow of reality. Sheena with her shaking hand and thoughts of despair slowly takes off the glasses with her eyes closed. " sheena you have to open your eyes your world is in your imagination this can never be real and existing, it's just a dream but Jesus I always wanted my world to be real, my firm belief in magic is so firm that perhaps I could never accept that my magical world do not exists in reality, " Ending her talks to herself, sheena opens her eyes slowly with a fear of loosing her world once again but wait what….this time something really magical happened and sheena is left astonished.." This is unbelievable, God today I am so contented that I can even surrender my soul to this feel, my magical world is real and alive I didn't loose it, I am so happy today finally I am in my magical world and this time not in my dream". The soft blue sky above with so pleasant a weather, swings swinging in air and the touch of nature all around giving a magical feel to this magical view.
"Hey how cute these kids are looking swinging in air and everything around is so green and influenced by nature, the sweet satisfying aroma in the air and this wonderfull mix of blue and pink making the whole sky more beautiful and magical , all these together are giving me a feel of purity. " This magical world is more magical and to discover this magic sheena walks further on carpet like fine and soft grasses,"My eyes will surely go blind at this sight, animals and humans are playing so friendly with each other, the old turtle uncle is narrating an adventurous story to little human kids, a little girl is having her snacks with a rabbit , this sweet panda is making a sketch along with his cute little princess like friend , these boys are playing football with few monkeys in air, wait this seen is so funny an old man is arguing with rat aunty for his eaten cheese ,let me go further and discover more,oh no here I will surely ruin my eyes what a beauty I am having, a beautiful girl in a beautiful white frock is dancing so perfectly above the ground in the air. " This sight of art mixed with magic is really something pure and priceless and sheena really loves dancing and music and she is really having her inner happiness seeing an angel like girl dancing in air, sheena is looking at her only meanwhile the girl comes down in a dancing form close to sheena and asks, " My little princess do you want to dance" Sheena is so hypnotized with her beauty that she says yes to the lady without even realizing it, the lady after her want holds her hand and flies off in the air, with a pleasant flow of wind they starts dancing in the rhythm of air in nature's song and sheena really did a lovely and beautiful dance with the lady, she could hear the clapping and shouts of joy of the audience after the end of their dance, the lady lifts her down and gives a goodbye kiss in her cheeks with a sweet smile on her white face, sheena holds her hand and says"thank you so much, for this moment and I really liked the cheerful birds as our audience ". She is left speechless at this feel which she had never had before in her life, her heart is beating so fast as it is too dancing with joy and happiness, sheena keeps on walking with a smile of contentment and joyfullness, she further sees some kids showing their magic on their friends with a little stick, looking at it sheena no more gets surprise or shock as if she had told her heart that "This is common here and you are yet to discover more magics." she starts walking further with the air guiding her and all the magical happenings around her is pleasing her soul. While walking around sheena feels someone holding her dress, when she turns back, she finds a snowy fluppy dog holding her dress looking at her with so much innocence, sheena greets the dog "Hii Mr cute little I am sheena nice to meet". The dog replied "Hii dear princess I am snoozy your little bodyguard". Sheena loved his name and the cuteness with which he called himself her bodyguard, sheena replied. "No you are not my bodyguard but will you be my friend?" Snoozy flatters at her words and starts l*****g her her hand, sheena then bows down and picks him up in her arms, "Hey little friend I must say it's really very hard to find a cutie friend like you in the whole world." snoozy jumps down from her arms and says "bow bow please come with me I want to show you something, dear princess". Snoozy then runs callings sheena to follow after him, she follows the way and they both reaches at a place which is just hard enough to describe its beauty in words . "Snoozy what a wonderful place is this, this palace is the perfect reflection of heaven in the world , so many palaces i have been visited till now but this is something beyond all the beauty, and it's name is so magical and well suits its beauty, i am speechless, snoozy take me in please i just can't wait to explore the beauty of this beautiful palace ". Now sheena all she can do is to wait to go inside but this wait is something which she cannot do for a long time because her wait is overwhelmed by her desire to see the beauty of palace. Snoozy after listening to her appreciating words patiently replies" Bow bow all yours little princess welcome to the most beautiful place in the world, THE RUMANI CASTLE, come in and remember my words it is all yours ". Sheena gave his words a confusing thought" All mine what, he means by saying this. " sheena went inside with snoozy and believe me the inside is much more beautiful that it almost gave a feel of heaven to sheena, sheena with her dilated eyes began to look here and there, she even pinched herself to make sure that she is not dreaming, she talks to herself inside her heart "I know that i am the only one who always wanted all these to be real and existing but as now my beliefs are coming true i could not believe my own beliefs to exists in real, perhaps this is because my heart had expected my boring life as it was in that world. " The whole castle is made of wood beautifully carved and shaped designed woods were used, its walls and pillars are decorated with green shiny lustrous leaves and green creepers all around so beautifully, inside no artificial lights were used instead of it there were fireflies that lit up the whole Castle with their different colours of light, these lights from them were so soft that you can't even feel it's presence until seen by one's eyes , different colors of light Like pink, green, yellow, blue were making the castle more beautiful and bright than it is in real,
Moreover sheena was told that "bow bow you know at night this palace looks even more beautiful, when the moonlight enters and shines up the whole palace through these big windows and the magic is felt when these fireflies soft light combines with moonlight, that scene is God gifted which you must not miss". Sheena listening to snoozy gave a confusing thought to his words and asks him "will the owners allow me to stay here till night, i really want to see the night magic but i don't think that a simple and sober girl will ever be allowed to stay in this royal palace and i am royal but not enough for this ". Snoozy replied "You are the most royal girl in the whole world, you are royal by your heart and i know well your heart bow bow, i said you it's all yours and believe me you don't have to take anyone's permission to stay here, dear princess, after a little wait you will understand my words bow bow "." you know that most mysterious fact about the this castle is that only kind hearted people can see its beauty and magic, bad people can only see it as dangerous and horrifying castle, like the spider web instead of this lovely decoration, they can only see the hell like darkness instead of these sweet lights and bat's all around making weird terrible sounds. This castle will appear before you as you are ". Snoozy had just completed his words when he feels a bang on his shoulder, turning around he screams with joy," Hey dwarfi my best friend, its been years since i met you hee heee heee ". Snoozy becomes really happy meeting his best friend dwarfi and they both starts laughing madly, dwarfi, a short heightened comedian holds his stomach with great laughs and says "Oh really, snoozy do you remember you live in this palace only with me and we had met yesterday only hehe hehe hehe, are you comedy me". Snoozy replied " bow bow i am just trying to c***k little jokes,". Dwarfi hearing him laughs even more loudly.. " your jokes are like you only its bow bow, you can never comedy like me, and please don't try next time". Snoozy jumps at dwarfi and they both fall down and starts playing, rolling, fighting, with great laughs.. Sheena and other people in the palace also laughs seeing their joy, meanwhile dwarfi eyes fall on sheena and he stops his mischief, gets up and whispers, " is she the one we are waiting for?" Snoozy replied "well if the test fits her, don't judge her by her look she has a heart of gold, and i think every princess beauty is her heart not her royal looks, you know she is a royal girl in that world but she loves her simplicity that's why she is so simple ". Dwarfi after listening to him replied. " Even my heart says the same thing, simplicity is God's touch on once body which cannot be beautify by any cosmetics in world,i respect her thoughts and i could too see the kindness and truth hidden in her lovely eyes, but it's better to test her once." Snoozy adds "yes every perfect metal has to go through thousand of tests to confirm its purity and perfectness." dwarfi approaches sheena and greets her and asks "dear princess are you ready for our test?" sheena replied confusingly "test, please let me know about it". Dwarfi laughs heartily and sings "you are here for us and we are here for you, we all together hand in hand,.. dear little princess you will get to know everything but only after the test, we don't have much to waste, so i pursue you to advance but not in haste." Snoozy then waves at two old ladies standing few distance away, the ladies come forward and says" At your order sir". Snoozy then nods his head and says "bow bow, yes please advance my beautiful ladies". The ladies following his orders, approaches sheena and one of them holds her right hand and the other holds her left hand and takes her in a huge hall where everyone is looking at her only as if they are waiting for her to do something, lovely pleasant music are also being played after her entry, the old ladies takes her in front of a stoned wall where a beautiful stick is stuck between the stones, sheena thinks "Such a beautiful stick, but why it has been stuck so rudely like this, will it not get scratches, comon sheena you are thinking anything, stupid girl". Sheena coming out of her thoughts says "this is so beautiful, i feel some emotional connect with it, i wish if it was mine". Snoozy says "Okay then take it off bow bow and claim it yours". Sheen asks surprisingly "what.. if i take it out, then it will be mine, but how can i do this it is been stuck in between the stones so tightly, that means i can never have it". Dwarfi reacts at her words " hehe hehe he he he, try try but don't cry, dear princess believe on your soul and blood and try once". Sheena gathered all her hopes and closed her eyes to take off the stick,.. everyone else's eyes are fixed upon her, the whole palace is floating in strict silence of waiting, just a moment and everything will change and after a patience full wait the moment is done, and everybody flied into air and starts dancing in the rhythm of joy, the music is played as played in the coronation of newly crowned king or in great victory, the castle shaked with the joys and shouts of the people all over, everyone singing the same song "La La La La, we found our princess she is here and now everything will be good, she is the one, our slayer, our protector, our savior, our friend, our princess Aliyana lalalalalalalala".