-Claire's P.O.V.- I wake up with a gasp, opening my eyes to look at Jake staring at me with concern. I could feel his hand on my own and the sparks that it sent running through me made my eyes wide, I hadn't felt those sparks ever since... I almost fell over, the dream, it had meant something I am sure. I was vulnerable to pain once again, every emotion was coming back and I wasn't sure how to handle it. I am feeling overwhelmed and suddenly I am hyperventilating, crying and laughing at the same time, all of my emotions returning at once. Jake notices my state and hugs me to him, trying to calm me down but he can't do anything to stop the rush of emotions that are flowing through me. I want to push him away and at the same time, I can't seem to let him go. I hate him but he is just so w

