Yes, he choose to follow his emotions, even when he choose to stay away from her, he couldn't. One look at her and he couldn't remember why he wanted to let her be, whatever his reasons were, he just didn't care. He was overcome by his urges to be with her, and his fears of losing her. There was still that silent voice deep inside him, warning him of his choices. But his yearns were strong enough to push them away, and he enjoyed it. Was it his fault? this was the first time he emitted actions like this.
So he chose to lie, to put his plans in motion. He would plan a trip for them, she wouldn't know this of course. He wanted nothing more than to have her to himself, far away from what their present life was, even if it was only for a while. He would take her on dates, movie nights, picni
