A REASON : mystery of love

"oouch! sorry " I said without knowing who I pushed and walked away "Hey" a strong heavy familiar voice called me which made me turn. It was shelar , my first love. "Damn it" I said to myself as I slowly walk towards him. " hey beautiful, you look gorgeous in that dress" shelar spoke to me as I walk towards him. He didn't even flinch , he was staring at me like whatever I don't want to think... how should I deal with him right now, I didn't expect to see him in this wedding party, I think Amara invited him here without even telling me on purpose. " I am gonna kill her, dead b***h " I murmed to myself. "hey what are you saying " Ofcourse Shelar almost heard me as he asked... "Nothing " I said.."what are you doing here I mean it's a weeding right" I was like a hopeless girl filled with shyness all over my body " s**t" I said to myself. "I thought everybody is welcomed to beautiful weddings like this one or you didn't want me here" he said while smiling at my face ...he was melting me without knowing. "No it's not like that" I was trying to avoid his eyes " Hey, look at me...then tell me" said shelar as his head tilting towards my side " I am listening " he finished his sentence while his eyes are closed in to mine. My heart started to pound so fast like an i***t and I was speechless for a moment. " I thought I was over this i***t, what is this ooh my God" I thought to myself while looking at him. " Hello there, beautiful people " Amara and his husband Gabby interrupted us and I was thanking the heavens for that.. I couldn't stand that awkward moment. " Hello Gabby..meet our old friend here, his name is shelar " I was talking while looking at Amara with so much anger in my eyes and she knew what I was thinking. "Hello Shelar, nice to meet you" Gabby said while shaking hands with shelar. "This is such a beautiful weeding indeed, congratulations Mr. Gabby and Mrs. Gabby " shelar answered with pleasure. I started to laugh and Amara joined me but Gabby looked at us smiling while shelar was surprised on what was going on. " hey why are you laughing " he asked with a curious face. " His name is not Gabby, it's his nickname...Whitney named him" Daniel answer while Bella was laughing too. "This is Daniel and Bella ...they are our friends " Amara said to Shelar who looked a bit confused. " Hey, I was looking for you two, everywhere in this party but you where nowhere to be found and now you are popping up out of nowhere "I said to Daniel and Bella who where still laughing. " well, you didn't look well or you were interrupted with something much interesting than us" Bella said while spinning her eyes to shelar in which I know exactly what she means . "Don't be stupid girl" I spoke to her as I take a sip of a glass of wine which was on the the table. "so, what is Mr. Gabby's real name? shelar asked while looking at me. " Gabriel Ofcourse use your common sense " I laughed " I found Gabriel too long so I named him Gabby" I spoke as I wanted to take a sip of another glass of wine. " unfortunately my name is short" shelar answered as he held my hand and took the glass of wine out of my hand and drunk it. Daniel and Bella where staring at us while Amara and his husband where in their own world laughing and joking around. I was feeling dizzy already because of the amount of alcohol I took and I wanted some fresh air. " Let me help you, I will take you to get some fresh air " Daniel offered to help me to walk at the same time shelar wanted to carry me and I was caught off guard. " It's okay shelar " I said to him while I take Daniel's hand " We are going to have some fun buddies see you tomorrow " said Bella as she was walking away with Amara and Gabby towards the music. After I departed from shelar I told Daniel to take me home, I was tired and bored maybe it was the alcohol or just being moody. " They call me Whitney why, why did my parents called me that" I was talking with my drunk low voice looking at Daniel who was struggling to walk with me while I was drunk. " because you are Whitney, a very beautiful, elegant and outstanding girl" Daniel answered then stopped walking and suddenly he carried me on his arms " we are at home already and I am tired of dragging you to walk so let me getting you inside" he said to me while holding me with his hands. " what a stupid answer you have given me" I said while laughing looking at him " I am heavy n'ha Daniel" I was laughing while speaking nonsense, I just become a stupid b***h when I am drunk and Daniel knows me better at times like this and I am always grateful to him . .................................................................. "What a beautiful morning " I said as I opened my eyes slowly in my bed and I started to remember how I was annoying Daniel yesterday night... " it wasn't me, it was the alcohol" I said to myself as I take my phone which was full charged and ofcourse it was Daniel who did this. "you better pick up today" I said as I was calling Daniel, it's never easy for him to pick up the phone in the morning and for God's sake he didn't pick up...I had to write a message to thank him for putting me to sleep yesterday and enduring all my nonsense I guess. I sat down to my study table and opened the the front window from my table"what a beautiful day" I said as I was feeling the air while closing my eyes when I opened my eyes I saw Daniel outside talking with Bella , they were drinking coffee while laughing " Very, lovely " I smiled looking at them. They were everything you need in a friend. Daniel was the among most handsome guys in my high school, I remember when I first met him like it was yesterday because that day he was like my saviour. It was the first time I experienced menstruation and I was stuck in the toilet calling for help if someone was there and suddenly someone gave me his school shirt, I was surprised, what kind of a boy would dare to enter the girls washroom and he didn't even looked at me , just opened a little door to give me his shirt. we become friends after that and I knew Bella from him as they somehow looks alike so they were always called twins back then " childish " I said as I remembered how people used to compare them I mean they don't even look alike. As started writing my on my computer , my phone rang "gosh" as I said as I saw it was Amara. " Hey wife" I answered while laughing , she started laughing as well. "How did things go between you and Shelar yesterday, I am curious girl" Amara asked " I swear if you were near me right now..." as I was about to swear at her. " I didn't tell you that Shelar was coming because I didn't want to ruin your mood , but Shelar said that he missed you and wanted to see you so bad, how could I said no, don't come" Amara interrupted me. My heart fluttered for a second as I heard that from Amara , It was like I was in a paused button. " Hey girl, Whitney? Girllll?" Amara was calling me, it snaped me back to reality. " I will call you later, Amara" I said as I was ending the call. I sat there for a moment as I put my hand on my chest . " Why is fate playing with me right now, why I am feeling like this " I said as I inhaled and exhaled the air slowly as I was thinking that I was over this first love for a long time. And just as I was immersed in my thoughts, my phone was buzzing " ooh God, it's Shelar"