Never loved me
SCARLETT'S POV
" YOU ARE SUCH AN A**HOLE!!"
I roared at Miguel, my boyfriend. Miguel and I have been dating for two years straight now. He always seems to be the perfect man whom I felt would make a good and perfect life partner, probably I was too quick to decide.
He always treated me like a queen and a princess at the same time. I know that's an exaggeration but it's the candid truth to me or rather a facade.
" You are just a cheating son of a Cow" I bellowed. My breathing became ragged. I was sweating profusely as I wagged my head.
" What the F**k are you talking about scarlett huh? How the hell have I cheated on you huh?" He snarled with eyes red. How devious could he be more than this.
" Are you seriously asking me this question? What have I ever done wrong to deserve such treatment from you? I have only shown you love and care and is this how the F**k you are going to repay me back? So you are F**king some other b*tch and still dating me?" I whimpered as tears gushed down my eyes.
Yes your guess is correct, Miguel was a cheating son of a cow and I just found out that he was cheating when I went through his phone and saw a conversation he had with a lady named Fiona. She stated in the chat that she was pregnant for him.
Tears flooded out of my eyes when I had seen it and never thought in my wildest imagination that I would be faced with such heart wrenching despair by Miguel, never in my life did this cross my mind. I brought out his phone and showed him the conversation and at this point he had nothing to say but was just mute.
" Oh now you have got nothing to say right? What the hell have I done to you to deserve such cruel treatment from you Miguel? open your damn mouth, answer me!!(I dragged him by the shirt) I have always tried my best to be the perfect girlfriend and this is what I get? And you even promised her marriage! I have given you my all." I shuddered, really broken and still in deep tears.
"I am always going to stand by you. I Love you with my whole life. I will never leave you for no one because you compliment me. Scarlett, I can't imagine my life without you. So all this were bunch of lies, LIES!!!" I said with a wry cry.
"I'm so sorry Scarlett but then I tried but I really love her and as I rightly state, we would be getting married in few months to come. I never wanted you to find out this way but then here we are. I have been thinking of the right way to tell you but couldn't wrap my hands around it. I can't leave her for you because she's pregnant with my child and to crown it all, I am really in love with her. I'm really sorry you had to find out this way" he said, placing his hands on my shoulder. My heart broke the more.
I really wished he was going to apologize and that would be all but hearing him say he still had to leave shattered my heart. My whole life revolved around Miguel and imagining it without him was too much for me.
" Please don't leave me Miguel, I really love you so much and I can't imagine my life without you in it.
" You know what, I forgive you for cheating. Please just forget about her and I would forget as though this ever happened. Please stay with me Miguel please!!!!" I sneered desperately not wanting to lose him. He looked at me shamelessly and still places his hands on my shoulders.
" You just have to understand that I love her and she is pregnant for me, there's nothing I can do about it. You have to learn to believe that fact" he said, unremorseful of his actions. I dragged him closer to me and was overwhelmed with grief.
" Please Babe don't do this to me, you.. you know I really love you a lot and.... Please... please please.. I can't live without you" I rapidly uttered, placing my head on his chest.
"Let go of me Scarlett!!! What the hell is wrong with you? I said it can't F**king work so just learn to live without me. Stop getting me upset with this stupid tears of yours" he gnashed and pushed me away from him, making me fall on the bed. My eyes widened seeing how he treated me.
"Please Miguel please", I said, still pleading regardless because my whole life revolved around him.
"You know what, just pack your things and leave my house this minute and I don't want to ever see you in my house or anywhere close to me. I'm going out now, when I come back I don't wanna freaking see you or anything in relation to you here in my house" he snarled as he walked to the door and wanted leaving room.
" I swear to you Miguel, you ain't gonna get away with this. I'm going to make your life a living hell." I growled and gnashed my teeth. My hands trembled and my jaws quivered.
"I don't care about your stupid ranting and talking. I don't give a F**k. Remember, I don't want to see you here when I get back" he growled. It was evident in his eyes that he felt nothing at all for me. It seemed as though he never even loved me from the onset but all he wanted was my body to please his s****l fantasy.
I broke down in tears as I watched him waltz out of the room without regret.
"I hate you, Miguel!!" I sassed with a stern scowl. The only thing I felt in me then was revenge...