never mine

"your beautiful,cute and lovable" the mirror stares blank at me "after the match, you'll go to him, ask for a photo maybe a hug" okay who Am I kidding I'd probably die before I get a chance to say hi no.no Alicia hopeful thoughts, hopeful thoughts "Ali let's go, the match will Start soon and stop self distracting " Yaya my bestfriend states in a soft voice she holds my hand tight,giving me a little reassurance "I don't even like soccer" "I know ,let's go waste 90 minutes of your life" she states I release a hush breath at that ............................................................................ ORLANDO STADIUM bile forms in my throat, I can't help but feel nauseous with every passing moment my heart sinks deep,at noises made by the crowd roaring their favorite players names 67 minutes have passed, but I feel like its my entire life Orlando pirates are leading 3,neel against keizer chiefs I'm beyond happy, two goals were scored by Ray, but I can't help the sickness that's building inside me "Ali you, okay you seem like you've swallowed a cat " I can't help but stare blank at her sarcasm "you were right, this is the worst 90 minutes of my life " she shrugs at my Late Reply, with her eyes glimmering mischievously what is she up to now, whatever it is it's definitely not good I avert my attention from her, in an eye roll my breath stops, as hazel eyes dances with dark brown our orbs stay locked until he looks away my Heart skips uneven beats, this is a beginning of a new story "get that thought of your pretty head " Yaya states ,giving me a warning look but it's too late, I'm too deep "Alicia, I'm warning you " she utters in a more fierce voice