TRACES IN THE SOUL

It all started when my mother was a teenager, first she had my older brother when she was only 13 years old, she really hurts a girl, I am not the one to judge her, nor do I know what situation happened to get pregnant at that age, then I was born, the result of a torrid romance, when my mother was 17 years, at that time when she got pregnant with me she worked as a maid in a house of rich people in Mexico City. My father was the youngest son of the family, he had an affair with my mother for a year until she became pregnant with me, my mother was very afraid because she did not know how to face this situation, my father was the same age as her so she was still studying, my mother was afraid and without looking back she grabbed her things and practically ran away from that house. With the little money he had at the time, he went to the terminal of Buses, he took an aubus back to his hometown, Queretaro. Once she arrived in Querétaro rented a small room was in such poor condition the place that she even had to share the bathroom with the other tenants, she was so afraid to go to my grandmother's house that she preferred to rent that room in which I found employment, I had to find it as soon as possible since my grandmother took care of my brother while my mother worked, therefore she sent money to my grandmother every week for expenses, I also preferred to stay in that room since I did not want my grandmother to be I found out that she was pregnant again, all week I looked for work until she met a lady who sold traditional sweets and gave her work preparing the sweets, the months passed, her pregnancy began to be noticed, the owner of the business realized and told her that she could not continue working with her, my mother was already 6 months pregnant, she begged the lady to leave her continue with her work, which would not give discomfort, my mother knew that in her state no one would give her a job so she decided to beg the owner of the place not to fire her, but her gefa had already decided and there was no human power to make her change her mind. My mother was heartbroken the only thing she could think of was to buy a few bags of candy to sell at truck stops. My mother was already 8 months pregnant when she was resting comfortably in her small room. When she suddenly felt that they opened the door in one fell swoop, it hurts my grandmother who was standing at the door furious that my Mom was in the same city as her and the worst was pregnant again. Without warning my grandmother went over my mother the pull of the hair even hit her in the pansa without caring about her condition. GRANDMOTHER :damn golfa to that you went to the D.F to get pregnant with who knows who, you are stupid, that bas haser with two children you can barely support one!!! ... MOTHER :mother please forgive me I swear I don't plan it, it just happened, please forgive me!! ... At that moment my grandmother slapped her without thinking, it was so much the fear that my mother had that she fell asleep and fell silent on the floor, when she woke up she was in my grandmother's house lying on what was her bed, our family has money but when my mother became pregnant with my older brother they took the baby and sent her to from maid to the city of D.F to avoid the embarrassment that the family would go through, my brother was registered as my uncle and now she was back but in the same situation, the only thing my mother wanted at that time it was to escape from hai since I knew that again they would do the same they would make me pass as sister dep my mother and she would be sent away but this time never to return, she got out of bed and opened the door of her room with care that no one saw her but to her misfortune my grandmother was entering the room.... GRANDMOTHER :where do I base?, in your state it is dangerous that you are walking... MOTHER: I just wanted a glass of water. GRANDMOTHER : do not worry everything you need will bring you the service girl you just have to call the kitchen by phone only with the number 3 until your child is born you know what will happen later you will hurt and that time forever. MOTHER :p or favor this time do not me cheerfully I beg you. My grandmother looked at my mother with indignation and said you would have thought about it before, you are no longer my daughter, my mother did not stop crying when she heard so hard words....