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In his mind
While driving to get home I could not help but think about what happened with Jules. I could have imagined everything, except she was a virgin. How could she be? How could she be away from s*x for so long? To me s*x was everything. I couldn’t think that someone could live without it. But Jules knew nothing of that important side of my life.
How could she manage to stay away from boys? How could she manage to stay away from s*x? I had no idea and I didn’t want to think about it. I didn’t have to think about it!
I did my best to keep away from her, but that night, when Josh had come back home to tell me that he was going out with Rachel and they were going to spend the night out, the idea that she could be home alone made me going crazy. It was the perfect chance and I co
