Chapter One: The Call
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Chapter One:
The Call
I never expected the call that would unravel the life I had so carefully woven around love, loyalty, and sacrifice.
The sky wept quietly that evening, a soft drizzle casting a grey veil over the alleyway I wandered. My umbrella offered little comfort...just like my thoughts. Each step echoed my emptiness. I felt hollow, betrayed by a heart that once beat only for one man,Derek.
For five days, he’d gone silent. No calls. No texts. Just a suffocating void where his voice used to be. My heart had tried to make excuses,maybe he was overwhelmed, maybe he needed space but deep down, I feared the truth. I feared being disposable.
We had shared everything. Two years ago, I handed him my life savings to help him start a business. We survived university hand-in-hand, and I bore his burdens like they were mine,paying bills, feeding dreams, covering scars. He’d whispered promises into my ears: that I’d never suffer again, that he’d marry me, that we’d build forever.
I had believed him. God help me,I still do.
And then, my phone rang.
His name lit up the screen like a ghost,familiar, yet distant.
“Hello,” his voice was calm. Detached.
“Derek?” I managed, trembling. “Where have you been? You’ve been ignoring me, you haven’t replied to a single message…”
Silence.
Then: “Don’t call me again. I’m done.”
Done?
The word struck like lightning,brief, blinding, and brutal.
“Wait, what? Derek, you’re shutting me out? Just like that? Wait,you found someone else?” My voice broke, barely a whisper now. “Someone new? Is it because of her?”
A pause.
Then came the dagger.
“She’s not new. You just didn’t know. Hannah and I are getting married at the end of the month. I hope you move on.”
Click.
The line went dead,just like everything inside me.
I stood there in the rain, paralyzed. The umbrella slipped from my hand, forgotten. My heart pounded as if trying to break free from the betrayal it now carried. My chest burned with a grief that had no name—anger, sadness, humiliation… love, still clinging, still stupidly alive.
He lied. For years. She wasn’t new. He had been hers all along.
And me?
I was just the placeholder.
I cried until my chest ached, until the rain was no longer just falling from the sky, it poured from my soul. I didn’t care that I was soaked to the bone or that the cold bit through my clothes. Let it rain. Let it drown everything I felt. Maybe then the pain would stop.
By the time I stumbled home, trembling and drenched, the night had settled in, but my mind refused to. Everyone at home seemed to sense something was off. Their eyes lingered longer than usual, their movements quieter, more cautious. But no one asked. No one dared. Perhaps they thought I needed space. Maybe they assumed I'd speak when I was ready. They didn’t know that silence was the only thing holding me together.
Sleep didn’t come easily. I lay in bed, hollowed out, haunted by echoes of Derek’s voice and the life we were supposed to build. I remembered his smile, the way he held my hand in crowded rooms like he was proud to have me, the nights we planned our future like it was already written in the stars. But now, all I could feel was betrayal. Sharp. Merciless. Cold.
I gave everything to that man. Derek came from a broken place,hungry, poor, abandoned by dreams. And I? I gave him my light. I clothed him, fed him, believed in him when the world didn’t. I loved him with the kind of loyalty that borders on blindness. How could he lie so easily? Smile while stabbing me from behind?
Anger burned, but so did helplessness. What could I possibly do? I wasn’t confrontational,I was the calm one, the peacekeeper. But this? This betrayal shook the foundations of who I thought I was.
And Hannah… Who was she really? Did she know about me? Was she innocent in all this or a willing thief of another woman’s dreams? My relationship with Derek was no secret
Somewhere between the ache and the anger, sleep finally stole me away.
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Morning came with a heavy fog in my chest. I dragged myself up, body limp and heart sore. Routine was my only anchor, so I went through the motions. As I reached for my phone, hope flickered,maybe Derek had called. Maybe it was all a nightmare. But the screen was blank. No calls. No messages. Just a single tear sliding down my cheek to remind me it was all too real.
In my room, hunger gnawed faintly at me, but I barely noticed. As I passed my sister's room, to grab a glass of water in the kitchen,that’s when I heard a hushed voice. My sister. I froze at the hallway.
“When will you tell her already? I’m starting to get impatient,”she whispered harshly into her phone.
“I told her yesterday,”a voice replied from the other end.
I paused. The words didn’t register immediately, like my brain didn’t want to make the connection. I brushed it off...too consumed by my own storm. I had work. A job that wouldn’t understand heartbreak. A boss who wouldn’t care.
I showered, dressed, and left. But work was a nightmare. I couldn’t focus, couldn’t fake a smile. The office walls felt tighter than usual. Every keystroke was a scream inside me. By midday, I couldn’t take it anymore. I had to see him. I had to talk to Derek. Something. Anything. I had to ask what I did wrong, perhaps I could apologize.
When I reached his apartment, a chill passed through me. The building felt... empty.
I knocked. Nothing.
I knocked again. Still nothing.
That’s when the neighbor stepped out,a middle-aged man with cautious eyes. When I asked about Derek, his eyebrows knit in surprise.
“He moved out two days ago. Thought you’d know,”he said gently, almost pitying.
Two days ago?
He didn’t just cut me off. He erased me.
The ride home was a blur. Tears didn’t come. Only numbness. I felt like a ghost in my own life.
But nothing prepared me for what came next.
As I reached my door, voices carried through the hallway. My family was gathered inside, talking, until they saw me. Then, silence.
Complete. Deafening. Awkward.
All eyes turned to me.
The air felt cold.