#His Ray of light.

I DO/DON'T

Jemiah pov.

BRIDAL PARTY THE WEDDING DAY.

THE PAST COUPLE OF WEEKS HAVE BEEN STRESSFUL, FROM FITTING MY WEDDING GOWN TO CHOOSING MY DECOR.

RYAN FAMILY HAS INSISTED I PLAN MY WEDDING BUT NOT WITHOUT THEIR ASSISTANCE.

I REALLY WANTED THEM TO PLAN THE WEDDING, AT LEAST IT WOULD HAVE MADE IT LESS PAINFUL. ME PLANNING THE WEDDING MADE IT MORE PAINFUL WITH THE REALITY THAT AM GOING TO BE SPENDING ETERNITY WITH THE COLD JERKFACE.

AM NOT A RUDE OR OUTSPOKEN PERSON BUT RYAN IS TOTALLY BRINGING IT OUT OF HIM. I CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL ANGRY WHENEVER I THOUGHT OF HIM. AND NOW AM GETTING MARRIED TO HIM. *HOW HILLARIOUS*

Today is my Bridal shower and tomorrow am getting tied down. Lia and Jessie and some of their colleague's and town girl had set up my party. they have been of great support to me this couple of weeks.

my bridal party is been held at "hotel de mems" in our home town while the wedding will be held in the main NY City. the cathedral Ryan and his family attend. then reception is to follow at his family mansion. (Mr Pedro decided on that).

they had insisted on a honeymoon but I had objected because I couldn't bear the thought of going on any romantic trip with him. and Ryan had agreed. surprisingly we agreed on it.

"you look so beautiful "Lia gushed the moment they got into my hotel room. the makeup artist was getting me ready for the party.

"she's always been a pretty one "Jessie teased which made us burst into laughter.

"thanks guys, love you "I said hugging them tightly.

"am gonna miss you guys "

"no no don't ruin your makeup, we going to come visit don't worry "Jessie reassured.

promise? "I asked trying to hold back my tears.

"yes darling "Lia assured.

"get up girl, it's time to party one last time " Jessie clapped.

I quickly got up and followed my two best friends to my party at the lounge. I was not a fan of loud music but I wanted to have the best time with my friends before I get married. I don't know if I will be able to get this opportunity if am married to the" cold" hubby.

author note:

guys am so sorry for the late update I have been super busy and have been going through a lot lately but am glad I came through. I promise to try my possible best to update this novel. thanks for giving my novel a chance. I really appreciate. get comfy guys cause you are about to go for a ride"lol" I love you guys and please don't forget to leave a comment and feedback to encourage me.

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