NICOLE
A few days later, I'm home.
And I don't mean that crappy motel—I'm back living with Mason and Haley. He told me that if I refused, he'd never speak to me again, and this time, I believed him.
Anyway, I didn't accept his offer simply because he forced me to say yes. I miss him. Miss them. They've been a major part of my life for so long.
I haven't been able to properly cope without them.
But though I'm happy to be home, I'm still devastated by everything that happened. Every time I think about the miscarriage, my heart breaks all over again and I'm overwhelmed with guilt. It doesn't even matter that Dan is in jail right now—I have this feeling, no, this certainty, that I lost the baby because I was so uncertain about the pregnancy to begin with.
So, it was taken from me s
