NICOLE
The only thing that helps me shut my thoughts for a little while is Esmeralda's surprise visit.
Haley's the one who gave her a call, which explains why Esmeralda came to begin with.
I have no choice but to explain the entire situation to her. The only thing I do is keep the details to myself, especially concerning the people involved.
Esmeralda understands my motives completely, and by the time I’m done, we’re both in tears with our hands clasped. She says, “I didn’t know you were going through this, Nicole. I’m so sorry that I wasn’t there for you.”
“It’s not your fault,” I reply before we hug while still seated at the table. It’s awkward, but we manage nonetheless. Then, we find ourselves laughing at the absurdity of it all.
It’s the best I’ve felt in a long time.
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